Tired Tired Sea Alternate Ending

Ch 4 dont let it break your heart

-don't let it kill you even when it hurts like hell, whatever tears you apart don't let it break your heart-
Louis Tomlinson

Harry can't stop smiling as he gets off the fairy. Louis is less than 15 minutes away for the first time in a whole year. Harry decided to suprise louis at the b&b.

As he makes his way to the b&b his smile can't help but get bigger and bigger. He takes a deep breath standing on the porch he opens the door ready to suprise his boyfriend.

his smile instantly drops..his heart at his feet
Louis is standing by the desk swirling another guy around in his arms

Louis pov

"Oh I missed you so much"Louis tells his best friend Stanley

Stan and Louis haven't seen eachother in years louis so happy stans here

" I love you man we need to hang more often"

"I love you to"Stan replies before louis puts him down to continue his day

(Back to Harry POV thingy )

I try to stay strong but I couldn't he..he loves him not me..fuck.....fuck....fuck...fuck..fuck fuck FUCK

I can't help but yell at Louis tears leaving a burning trail down my cheeks

"I WAS GONE ONE YEAR ONE FUCKING YEAR I TALKED TO YOU EVERYDAY AND YOU DO THIS"

I claw at my hair I don't know what else to do I run up to whoever the fuck Louis was hugging ready to punch him

"Harry" Louis calls out as his other partner cowers under me

I back away and scoff I turn to Louis my voice not raised but filled with venom
"Id beat him up in a fucking heartbeat I'd have him dead"
Louis flinches at that statement but I continue "but I don't know what the fuck I would do if I saw someone beating you to death right in front of me"
Harry takes a shakey breath.. he's barley able to stand he just wants fall to his knees and cry.
How could louis do this to him? But harry just continues talking

"I'd probably die, I love you to much to see you in that kind of pain and you love whoever the fuck that kid is and I wouldn't put you through the pain of watching that happen to your little boyfriend so believe me when I say you are so fucking lucky that I can see it in your eyes when you look at him that you care deeply for him or else I'd have him dead instantly"

I back away and grab my bag there's no where else to stay in town so I have to stay here. I run to the desk and grab a random key before running up the stairs. I look at my key it's room number 28..the same one I stayed in when I first came here..

Louis' running after me but I'm to fast. I get to my room and lock the door before he can get in. I just lay in my bed and sob a few seconds later I hear Louis panting outside my door

"You might not talk to me haz but I'm going to wait outside of this door until you do" Louis says as I can hear his back slide down the door
I just sit on my bed and look through old photos of me and Louis

Louis' still talking, I stopped listening a while ago but he keeps rambling on about life here while I was gone I hear his....partner?

Yeah, partner come up and talk to him that's when I make my way to the door to listen better

Louis POV

I've been rambling on and on about what's been happening while Harry was gone. I don't know if he's listening to me but I don't really care. I'm glad when Stan walks up with a sandwich and water I'm about to die of thirst my mouth has gotten insanely dry from all the talking

"Hey" Stan says as he looks at me full of sympathy

"Hi" I reply sadly

"How are you doing?"

"How do you think"
I say pointing at myself I know I look terrible bags under my eyes, my hairs messed up, and you can definitely I've been crying

"Louis you've been out here for hours why don't you go to bed it's almost 11pm"

"No" I say almost immediately I'm not leaving until Harry talks to me

Stan just sighs and nods before handing me my food he knows that I'm not going to budge and I honestly don't think harrys going to budge either, were both very stubborn trust me I know

"Well he is your boyfriend how long will it take right"