The Ghetto Love Story

Toxic Beginning

Okay so , this story begins at Drama Middle . 🙄 . To start it off I'm going to start where the mess and toxic ness began. Alright So it's the last few weeks of Middle school for me and my then girlfriend ( niya ). Things where Veryy Toxic I swear to god but we were trying to find ways to beat around the problems right, but nothing wasn't working at all. So What had happened to start all this between us was one day I was at her house you know just chilling . I notice everything and I hate that about myself , but anyways I noticed her vibe was weird you know , like I felt as if she was hiding something but I didn't say nothing at all , I let the day play out so I was laying on her right so I said
" why you so quiet today ? , you usually talk to me and play around with me ". with a what's wrong type of look . She responds
" Nothings wrong why does something has to be wrong ? " me : " My fault I was just trynna make sure you okay ." So boom time flies past she's still quiet but mind you she's on her phone the whole time right , she would clear her apps quickly anytime I'd try to look so Ik you like you crazy asf I would've bucked or whatever but I was trying not to think the worse. So I got up off her and went to lay on a separate sofa 🛋. She didn't say nothing when I moved like she just stretched out so I'm thinking maybe she didn't want me all on her she want sum space you feel me . So I'm watching the movie that was playing laughing trynna get my mind off whatever she doing on the other side of the room. So I'm peeling over to her on the corner of my eye cus I see her smiling real hard ☹️ so I'm like oh Hn cuh toxic mode activated so I'm finna go over there n slap df out this bih 😡 . I stopped myself and said ima wait right... All of sudden out of nowea her phone started blowing up so I said
" yo who blowing you up like that cuh ? " she started moving her hands quick across her phone and said " my cousin nem in this gc ". I'm like mhm watever bc atp I know she lying . So ain trip yfm , next her phone started blowing up someone kept calling her , it wasn't a gc because gc ringtones has different ringtones from regular FaceTime calls or watever. So I said " bru let me see your phone " at the time I wasn't the type to e  Ben ask for phones cuh I swear I use to chill on everything , so she looking at me with a scary look like oou sh*t . she gone say " why ain't nobody cheating on you"  so I look back at her from what I was doing on my phone like " b*t h ain nobody said nun bout cheating you just told on yourself" So she looking stupid & didn't have nun to say so I'm like " let me see your phone fr " she doing the most no this moving it clearing shit so I'm like f@ck it ion even want that bih nomo . She look at me and say " you doing to much " I'm saying tho if it was y'all you would want to see too , who making you smile of you In front of the person who you love ? So I text my ride told  them I'm ready to go ain say nun else to her at all. So that happened at about five o'clock I got there at like 2:50 and left at 7'oclock bc of that situation so when I left she was following she petty so she wasn't saying nun to me either so we get outside I forgot to mention she had end up going up stairs to put clothes in like dress clothes , this ho lazy asfucc so I'm like wtf where she finna go but we mad at each other so Ian saying nun to her . Even though she has no reason to be mad at me. So I'm heading out the door she still in her phone and a car was out there but when I was walking it out it drove off I didn't think to much because people sometimes go to the wrong house and that wasn't my focus at the moment ... so my ride pulls up but before they do her phone steady going off she steady smiling at it and more shi ! At this point I'm over it cus who has your attention . So I walked to my ride got in left . On the way home I'm mad thinking bout it . I get a nonification I'm thinking she text me ... it was Life360 saying she left home .....😳 man I'm on fuckinn kill now !!