Skip a few days
Tegan ; iz I'm going
Izzy : tell dad i miss him
Tegan ; i will have fun
Izzy ; i will
I walk out the door getting in my car and i to the prison and i go throw all the security
Mark : hi
Tegan : hi
Mark ; wheres that beautiful smile of yours
Tegan ; its here how are u
Mark ; I'm ok here isn't the best place for your mental health
Tegan ; it won't be long and you'll be back home
Mark ; 3 months counting down the days to go
Tegan ; izzy and aster can't wait for u to be back home they miss u a lot
Mark ; i miss them aswell being away from them isn't easy
Tegan ; i know it isn't easy but 3 months then you'll be able to see them everyday
Mark ; i know honey wheres your ring i would of thought by now the ring would of been done
Tegan ; its done
Mark ; why aren't u wearing it
Tegan ; mark
Mark ; your leaving me
I nod my head
Mark ; is there someone else
Tegan ; the reasons don't matter at this time
Mark ; yes they do why are u leaving me
Tegan ; because theres someome else
Mark ; how did u meet him
Tegan : doesn't matter
Mark ; yes it does
He slams his hand on the desk and i look around amd everyones looking at us
Mark ; tell me
Tegan : its someome from when i went to high school
Mark : Dylan
Tegan ; no not dylan
Mark ; who tell me
Tegan ; daniel
Mark ; the ex
Tegan : yh
Mark ; i go into prison and u go to the ex who cheated on u
Tegan : its not like that
Mark ; what is it like
Tegan ; he came into the cafe one evening and then we caught up and thoeses feelings i thought that were gone weren't i don't think they will ever go . How can u get over your first love
Mark ; are u really going to throw this away for him he cheated he'll cheat on u again
Tegan ; i know what happend that day he explained everything and maybe hes lying to me but i want to take thay risk with him .
Mark : your going to make a mistake and when he cheats on u again I'm not gonna be there for u .
I nod my head
Mark ; well if your ending this the kids stay with theres mom u hand the bussnies over to Morgan
Tegan ; ok but I'm keeping the cafe I'll buy u out of the cafe
Mark ; ok and i want u out of my house
Tegan ; its our house
Mark ; its mine and i want u out
Tegan : ok
Mark ; tell Izzy to see me tomrrow and i will tell her everything
Tegan ; she's at a frineds tonight
Mark ; well message her
Tegan ; ok
Mark ; and u can't see Aster anymore
Tegan : Mark i love aster as she was mine I've knowen her she was born
Mark ; i don't care u leave me u leave the kids end off
He walks to the gard going to his cell and i get up walking out of the prison and i message Daniel asking to meet him . And he says to go to his so i drive to his
Daniel : hey
Tegan ; hi
Daniel : haven't heard u from u since the other night
Tegan : yh sorry i just had a lot to think about
Daniel ; i get its fine um do u wanna go to the back yard Christian and tyler are here
Tegan : sure
Tyler : oh hi
Tegan : hi
Tyler ; dude
Christian : wh oh hi
Tegan : hey
Daniel ; we gotta talk privately
Christian ; ok
We walk to the back yard sitting on this thing thats like a bed but out side
Daniel : have u made your mind up
Tegan : i saw mark this morning
Daniel : and
Tegan : i ended it
Daniel ; so u choose me
Tegan : yh
Daniel : when i got your message i was like this is where shes gonna tell me had choosen him and can't see me anymore
Tegan : u don't know this but u were my first love and i know u will never get over your first love .
Daniel : u were mine aswell so when i lost u it took a while to get over it in a way i never really got over it .
Tegan : yh
Daniel : but 8 years later we found each other again
Tegan ; lets hope this time it goes better
Daniel ; i hope it does if a girl kisses me out of no where I'll push her off stright away
Tegan ; yh and we lisen to each other cause i should of lisened to u when u said it wasn't what it looked like
Daniel ; we lisen and we talk to each other
Tegan : yh
Daniel : promise
Tegan ; promise
We stick our pinkys out and he lays down pulling me down with him and i start crying
Daniel : hey hey what's wrong
Tegan ; oh its nothing
Daniel : tell me
He moves a piece of my hair
Tegan : mark said i won't be able to see aster again i know shes not mine but she felt like mine I've raised her from the moment she was born when her mom going out and doing drugs and mark was working i looked after her . Or when mark was working and couldn't leave and the baby sitters called up and said she was ill i dropped everything to look after her . And now I'm being told i can't see her anymore hurts
Daniel ; he can't stop u
Tegan : he can hes her dad
Daniel ; with him being in prison that can't look good for him i bet u could get custody of her
Tegan : but then i would be taking a child away from there parent if soemone tryed doing that to me i would fight
Daniel ; but if u have been there and said she feels like your own then thats wrong
Tegan : I'm just gonna sort something out with mark let him calm down
Daniel ; ok
Tegan : uhh
I wipe my face and hug him
Tegan ; i should go
Daniel ; no
Tegan ; yes
Daniel ; u are staying with me we should sleep out here tonight under the stars
Tegan : really
Daniel ; yh come it would be so cool
Tegan : what will i sleep in
Daniel ; u can wear my clothes and i have brush and tooth brush please
Tegan : ok
Tyler : oi ass hat pizza Tegan u eating
Daniel : yh she is shes staying
Tyler : come eat then
Daniel : coming
We get up walking inside and we eat
Daniel ; right were sleeping out side tonight Tyler i know what your like don't scare us
Tyler ; i won't
Christian : can i
Daniel : no Stay away from us
Christian : ok
Daniel ; were going out there now i mean it don't scare us
Tegan : well scare him warn me
Tyler ; we will
Daniel ; well thats just mean
Christian : get over it
Daniel ; right see ya
Tyler : bye
Tegan : bye
We get up going to his room and hands me some of his clothes and i change. And i go to the bathroom brushing my hair and teeth and i walk and we head out side. With blankets
Tegan ; if it rains and i get wet your getting a slap and u said lets stay out here to see the stars what stars its LA
Daniel : if it rains ok slap but being out under the moon will be nice
Tegan ; well i guess it will be nice
Daniel : it will and you'll be with me
Tegan : yh
Daniel ; your first ever love
Tegan ; u still as annoying as u were when u were 18
Daniel ; i haven't changed one bit apart from the blonde hair and tattoos
Tegan : i do like your tattoos
Daniel ; thank u
Tegan ; what's your most meaningful tattoo
Daniel ; my corey tattoo corey was litrally my bestfriend he passed a few years ago now .
Tegan : I'm sorry
Daniel ; its ok do u have any tatoos
Tegan : yes
I sit up pulling the pants down showing my hip
Daniel : why birds
Tegan ;i went to Hawaii with james and Luna ages ago and i fell asleep at the beach and james was throwing bread at me and birds were eating it . And one bird pecked me on my hip and it left a scare so i got birds tattoo over the scare . For a reminder
Daniel ; ouch
Tegan ; i know so fun hurt like a bitch
Daniel ; was it that bad
Tegan ; it left a scare
I lay back down and we talk for hours
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