CH.10 CONFUSED

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Jennie's POV.

"Jennie, I want you to be mine" Kai said as he lean his head towards me but I lean and look away

"Kai, I'm sorry, I don't think this will work" I said then look away

"Jennie, I'm sorry....I didn't mean to..." Kai said but I cut him off

"Just go Kai" I said as he obliged

"What happened to you Jennie? You've been wishing for this moment for so long but you just wasted it for some stupid reason!!! Fuck you!! Fuck myself!!" I cursed myself when I suddenly remembered the girl that caught my attention earlier

"Where is she?" I said then look at her table seeing no one was there anymore

"Nevermind, I guess I can't ask her then" I said then went off

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"What the fuck!!" I cursed as I kept thinking about the thoughts that kept bothering me

'Why didn't I kiss him back?'

'Why do I feel guilty that I agreed to date him?'

'Why do I feel so sad when I saw her sad earlier?'

'What in the world is happening to me?'

'Why am I thinking about you everytime?'

'Why do I feel unsual stuffs when it's about you?'

'Why can't I understand myself?'

'What did you do to me Lisa?'

I kept thinking about those stupid thpughts till I fell asleep

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It's already monday and it's still bugging me, these stupid questions I have, Ugghhh!!!

"Hey guys!!" Taehyung called

"Why?" Neyeon asked

"Did you guys saw Lisa?" he asked

"No, why?" Irene asnswered

"Well.......I'm just not used to her being absent 'cause she's not someone to do that without telling" V said

"Yeah, she didn't call us since last saturday until now" Jungkook suddenly said

"Oh, really?" Irene asked

"Yeah" Jungkook said

"Maybe she's just late" Nayeon said

"Well......actually, we already thought of that.....but Lis is not someone to ve late as well" V said while scratching his nape

"Yeah, she hates it when she's late, she even wakes up early in the morning just to be on time" Jungkook stated

"Maybe it's a first time" Nayeon said

"Yeah, maybe this time she's going to be late, we can't actually avoid being late even just one time you know" Irene said

"And we can ask Chaeng and Seulgi later, maybe they know" I said

"Yeah, you have a point, anyways......" V said but got cut off when two dorks entered the room while panting after running in the hallway

"Hey guys!! Sorry we're late!" Chaeng said while panting

"Guys don't worry, the prof is not here yet" Jungkook said

"Thank god......anyways, Is Lisa already here? Where is she?" Seulgi asked

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