BlackOut

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FIRST AND LAST POV OF GABRIAL

She's leaving and I'm trying to stop her,I don't want to lose her,for the first time in forever I care about someone so much.

Did she mean what she said about never wanting to meet me?

Why do you screw up so much?I don't mean to.

"Olivia don't go I LOVE YOU  please i won't make the same mistake I SWEAR OLIVAA Please."I told her and its like my words meant nothing to her.

I really am A fucking dumbass,Yeah we aren't in the best place in a relationship but I don't want to lose her...like i lost Ashley...it hurt so bad because i was so blind with my feelings i didnt notice everything was fake.

Flashback..
one year with my baby and I'm going to suprise her!I told her i was busy but i was making this poster that i worked the Hardest on if im being honest im pretty nervous because i really love ashely and I don't think I will stop.

Im going inside so nervous and I yell when i open the door.
"HAPPY ONE ANN-"my eyes were in shook My bestfriend Emilio on top of Ashley with what the fuck that was IN HER!

To think you love someone and they just betray you the way you Never thought.

My heart felt this pain it never felt ever it hurt.My throat was numb and i couldnt breathe.

I pulled him off her and began punching him nonstop,I saw blood and that wasn't enough.
"Gabby!S-Stop He didn't do ANYTHING!!G-GET OFF PLEASE"Ashley said pushing me off him and holding on to his fucked up face.

"YOUR AN ASS!"she told me while Emilio trying to breathe.

"And you're a Fucking SLUT"I told her looking at Emilio's disgusting naked body.
End of flashback.

"Let me go!you put this on yourself!you cheated not me!!"She told me which was right and if i could take it back i would in a heartbeat.

"Just give me A second chance,I'll change for you and our ba-"I was immediately cut off by a slap that stayed stinging.
She slapped me.
"We're Done,what you did is the exact same thing Ashely did to you."She said and walked out though the front door like nothing like i was nothing.
It's been hours and I just keep thinking about it.
We aren't together at all.
This time hurt way worse like 100x worse I felt like I wanted to just cey and cry but not one tear came out of my eyes.
I couldn't jusy stay like this because this rage was just building inside me and I could feel it.
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I knocked at her door.Twice.
I couldn't even stand up straight,I think I drank a little too much.
My thoughts were interrupted by her opening the door and revealing her and a cover over her head.
"Gabrial?"She said.

"Ashely"I said back.

"What are you doing here??It's almost 11!Are you drunk?"She asked me and I shook my head meaning no.

"Omg just come in,I'll call Denise"she said but I didn't hear the last part.

"So umm...How are you and why the hell are you here??"She asked.

"Closure"Is all I said.

"And why with me,I did Nothing"She said looking at me confused.

"Bullshit,Y-You fucked me up when you were sneaking behind my back sleeping with my what I used to call my bestfriend."I told her and she just stared at the floor.

"I just didn't love you the way you loved me,and well I couldn't break your heart by ending it with you....So I'm sorry."She said

"No your not,you're the reason I became what I became and did what I FUCKING DID TO OLIVIA!"I yelled at her.

"Calm down it was 3 years ago please stop yelling"She said but I couldn't,I had to let it out.

"FUCK YOU AND FUCKING EMILIO!!I DON'T GIVE A MONKEY'S ASS IF IT WAS 10 YEARS AG-"I was slightly cut off by a boy's voice.

"Mommy w-why are you y-yelling?"He said rubbing his eyes as if i woke him up and she ran to him hugging him.

"Mommy?"I repeated not knowing she had a kid.He didn't like that old neither young wait.

"How old is he??"I questioned.

"What?"She asked.

"how old is he Ashley?"I asked her once again.

"h-he's three"She said leaving me speechless.

"Is he mi-"I was asking until she cut me off.

"What?! of course not!"She said denying it way faster than a blink.

"Where's Emilio?Is he apart of his life?"I asked her.

"Of course not,he wanted out the second you beat him up."She said sadly.

"He doesn't even know he exist??"I asked her and she shook her head sadly.

"Maybe this is your karma,just think ab-"I was angrily cut off by her.

"KARMA??!MY FUCKING SON DOESN'T HAVE A DAD!"She said crying and the kid became really sad too.

"Its your fault not mine,you could've told him but chose to keep him a fucking secret."I told her.

"GET OUT YOUR FUCKING CLOSURE IS NOWHERE TO BE NEEDED!!"she said making the poor kid cry.

I walked out wishing I never came,And off to the road.
I didn't even have the energy to sit straight,I guess I drank too much but it was worth it,now I felt numb not being able to feel the sadness.
The sadness that I carried all night just disappeared by drinking a few drinks.
I was on the road when some stupidass truck,almost hitting me so I quickly curved and got onto the grass in the side of the road.
As soon as I got to breathe again,I went back onto the road and made sure no cars were coming,it was sadly empty.

If I'm being honest I just quickly want to go home and sleep,my mom doesn't even know I'm out with her car,so I have to get home now,so i put the windows down too.

No cars are coming and no cops near by so I going to run the red light because it's not like I'm going to hell.

I put my foot on the Gas and I felt free I even closed my eyes a bit,Empty street and Fast car go together pretty well.

"WOOO-"I was cut off by A truck colliding with my car.

I guess I missed that one.

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