The Way I Look At You

The outcast

Warning:!TW self harm mention and rape mention

(Emilia has a past with self harm she got raped by her uncle and told nobody)

Everybody was getting along great I mean Mika Chapa Bose and Miles but Emilia couldn't fit in. Everyone else struggled at using their powers but Emilia in fact she was amazing at them. But of course everyone else got along they been doing this team for weeks before she joined. She just felt so left out.

"Hey Emmy." Chapa said. " Hey Chapa." I replied. " Why don't you come to hip hop purée with all of us today?" She asked. " No thanks I have to go shopping with my grandma." I said trying to think of a excuse. "Oh ok well I'll see you tomorrow I guess." She said. "Yea ok...bye." I said leaving quickly. That was so awkward she totally saw past my lie. I got home and put down my bag and there he was my eyes dreaded with fear.
(Flashback 4 years ago)
"Hey Emmy let's play a game." He stated. "Sure." 10 year old Emilia said. "You take off your clothes and so do I." He said. "That's weird though." She said. "If you won't I will." He said. He started to take off his and her clothes and the rest happened so quickly. Days went by after that she was traumatized at the age of 12 she started to cut her thighs she stopped months after.

*Present*

"Hey look who visited." Her mom said. "Oh hi I have homework so I'm gonna go to do it." I said quickly and ran upstairs and locked my door so he couldn't get in. "You know teenagers." Her mom said to him. "Yea.." he slowly replied.

*with the team*

"Isn't it weird Emilia didn't want to come?" Mika asked. "She said she had to go to her grandma's." Chapa said. "Yea but she seemed suspicious." Miles said. "I don't know anything we're talking about." Bose said cluelessly. "Well she may of been lying but Emilia wouldn't lie to me." Chapa said drinking her blended chocolate cake. "Or would she?" Mika questioned. "What do you mean?" Miles asked. "Well maybe Emilia didn't go shopping with her grandma because she doesn't like us." Mika said. "Who couldn't like me." Miles asked. "Everyone." Chapa said. "Don't be rude to me." Miles told her. "No." she said. "Okay." He said.

*Emilia's house*

I saw his car drive away so I was relieved and then I went downstairs to see my mom making dinner. "Hey sweetie I'm making empanadas."(yes I'm Puerto Rican so if you are Latina you would know what this is.) "Okay Mami." I said. I went outside and sat on my swing on the porch. "Hey Emmy." I heard someone say it was Chapa. "Did you have fun with your grandma?" She said sarcastically. I shoot I was supposed to be with my grandma. "Ok Chapa I know your mad but-." I started to say but she cut me off. "How could you you lied to me?!" She yelled.
"Chapa im sorry I feel left out like The outcast." I said looking down at my hands. "Em I didn't know you felt that way."  She said in a apologetic voice. "I don't want to hang out with you guys cause I feel like they don't like me." I said. "Well it's gonna take time em." She said. "Thanks Cee." I thanked her. "No prob but if you ever lie to me again I'll blast you with volts." She said. "Deal!" I said laughing. "Your my best friend I love you." She said. Best friend why did that hurt. Did I have feelings for her. "I love you too." I said. I did love her but not in the way I was supposed to I loved her more than best friends would but she could never know. Ever...

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Chapter 2 in the same day I'm so proud I would've quit by now whatever chapter 3 will be out tonight if your lucky luv you all alot