BABY 2? // Billie Eilish

Ch. 20

"Cammie," Mila yells as soon as I let Cam inside.

It's been a few weeks since our first date and we decided to just take things slow and enjoy each other's company. We still haven't had sex either which is slightly driving me insane. Other than that I'm in a really good place.

This is only Cam's second time around Mila and she's already won her over. I'm so glad that everything is working out with everyone.

"Hey cutie," Cam picks her up and spins her around making her laugh.

"Are you gonna just play with mommy?"

Cam smirks at me before answering. "Actually I haven't played with mommy yet. We only ever talk."

"So you play with me?" Mila asks innocently.

"Yeah I will. Give me a few minutes ok?" She says and puts Mila down.

We watch her return to her toys that are spread all over the living room before I pull Cam into the kitchen. "Are you insinuating that it's my fault we haven't played together?"

"Of course not," she laughs. "I think we both know I'm the one holding out."

"Exactly," I giggle. "You should fix that soon though."

"Is that so?" she bites her lip and reaches for my hand. "Come here."

She pulls me into her arms and kisses me softly. Her hands grip my waist as I deepen the kiss.

"I can't last on just kisses," I tell her once our lips finally part.

"I got you. I promise," she smiles. "Is Billie still out of town?"

"I think so-"

"Mommy mama here," Mila screams.

"Or not," I mumble just as the doorbell rings.

I got to the front door and see Mila watching Billie through the window excitedly.

"When did you get back?" I ask as soon as I open the door.

"Like two hours ago," she walks in and picks up Mila. "Hey baby girl."

"Mama Cammie is here," Mila smiles.

"Who?" Billie says in confusion.

Cam walks out from the kitchen and Billie rolls her eyes. "What is she doing here?"

"Visiting me. Why?"

"I don't want her around the girls. It's too soon."

"It's only my second time. I wasn't trying to over step," Cam informs her.

"I'm not talking to you," Billie says rudely.

I take Mila from Billie and put her down. "Mila can you be a big girl and go see if sissy is awake?"

"Ok," she nods and runs off.

"Billie you can't come into my house acting like this. It's rude."

"It's ok Alissa. I'm just going to leave," Cam says and makes it a point to kiss my cheek before brushing past Billie.

"Fuck outta here," Billie says as Cam walks out the door. "You see what I mean? She's petty as hell."

"Bil you literally started it. You were a bitch for no reason," I tell her.

She scoffs. "How was I a bitch because I don't want her around my kids and I'm making that known? Alissa you can't just be bringing your flings around the girls especially Mila. She might get confused."

"She's not a fling and you're acting like I'm out here seeing a bunch of people. Ugh, you know what just drop it. I won't let her be around them again," I give in.

"That's all I'm asking," she shrugs.

"Let me know when you're done spending time with the girls. I'm going to be in my room."

"Come on Lissa don't be like that. I'm sorry if I came across as rude. I'm just doing what I think is best," she says trying to justify her actions. "I'll apologize to her if that's what you want."

"No Billie just leave it," I demand and walk off before I can say something I'll regret.

"She got mad because I don't want some random chick around my daughters. I don't think that's unreasonable."

"I mean I guess not, but what do you care? I'm sure Alissa isn't going to date someone she doesn't think will make a good step parent," Erin says.

"There is no way Cam is going to be a step parent to my kids," I roll my eyes.

"You do realize you don't have any say so over what Alissa does with Mila. She's not your real child," she says matter of factly.

"Which is why I plan to adopt her," I blurt.

"Excuse me?"

"I haven't told Alissa yet, but I would like for Mila to legally be my daughter so she won't feel left out when she's older."

"Oh my god you are such a dick," she says. "You always just make your mind up without even consulting me. How do you think I feel about that? Hell how do you think I feel that today is our one year anniversary and you haven't even mentioned it?" she yells. "All you do is talk about Alissa like you're still in love with her. News flash, she's fucking someone else now."

"Chill. I doubt they've even made it that far."

"But what does it matter to you?" she screams. "That's exactly what I'm talking about. You're way too invested in your ex's life when you should only be concerned with the kids."

"First of all I'm sorry I didn't let you in on the surprise trip I have planned for our anniversary. My bad I guess I forgot how surprising someone works," I yell. "Secondly, why would you be upset over me wanting to adopt Mila? How does that affect you?"

"Because it's like you're just trying to keep yourself attached to her mother?"

"By adopting a child that I've been helping raise? You sound crazy right now Erin," I tell her.

"It's not my fault," she tears up. "Sometimes you just do things that seem questionable and I get jealous. I can't compete with Alissa even though I'm desperately trying to."

"Baby I'm not asking you to," I pull her onto my lap. "I love Alissa and always will. We have history and she's been there for me during some really rough times. I also have two beautiful kids because of her, but that's it. I'm in love with you. I'm building a future with you. You have nothing to be jealous of Erin. It's me and you ok?"

"Ok," she sniffles. "I'm sorry for insinuating that you want her and I think it's a great idea to adopt Mila. When she's older she'll be so glad you did that."

"Thank you baby," I kiss her lips. "I appreciate the support."

*I'm not even going to pretend like I proofread this shit lol