badboyhalo angst

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TW-Mentions of self harm and eating
disorder

pls comment, i love them-

Bad's POV
(Time skip to next day)

I changed into a very light blue hoodie, it was almost white but you could still tell it was blue, then went downstairs.

Sgeppy was already downstairs cooking breakfast.

" 'Morning Sgeppy, what're you making?"

"Pancakes, and you're gonna eat 'em, no excuses."

I sighed but hummed in agreement.

After a few minutes a plate with 5 pancakes was set in front of me.

"Enjoy, and be glad I didn't burn them!"

I started to cut the pancakes, already grossed out at the thought of eating.

I took very slow bites, feeling sicker everytime.

"Uhhg, Sgeppy I'm full, do you want these?"

He sighed "At least you ate" he grabbed my plate and ate a few bites before just throwing it away.

I went upstairs, turned the shower on to drown any noises.

I put two fingers down my throat until I puked out everything I had eaten.

I got undressed and hopped in the shower so it seemed less suspicious.

I went back downstairs once I was done taking a shower,

"Hey Sgeppy"

"Hey, Bad. Uh, what's that on your sleeve? Is that blood?"

'Oh my goodness, why did I wear a white hoodie..?'

"No, it's spaghetti sauce.?"

"Do you really think I'll believe that? Lift up your sleeve. Now."

I was panicking, I did not want to show Sgeppy my cuts. Oh God..

"Bad, please." He stood up and walked over to me.

I sighed and lifted up the sleeve with no cuts on it.

"The other one?"

I lifted it up and tears pricked my eyes,

"Bad.."

tell me if i fucked up on anything

vote bc im desperate 😉

i also have a therapist appointment so wish me luck, it's my first time 😀