Collection of Poems and Poetry

Long Poems and Poetry

Emptyness

A girl that never felt
Like any normal person had
Never felt any interest that likes to make friends
Nor felt any interest to hang out
Dislike boys cause she never experience one
But hates people very much
In the dog eat dog world
Loves to be alone peacefully
Without the presence of others
Does do when being ordered but without a reason
Only being co-dependent on her father
But hates her only younger sister
Because she did'nt do any but being accused
And why she did not let her dangerous side alone
Did not stop her father from scolding her lil sister
When he's angry at all

She never hate nor love her parents but respects
Never had a favorite classmate or teacher in life
Never felt yet felt without knowing why
Can't understand other peoples' tragedy
But enjoys being alone afterall
With all the peace that forever she wished
Yet she understand her parents' wishes
Which she got confused
Unable to felt motivated despite having a dream
A dream yet to be bigger
Hates all boys
Except her very own father

Growing up in a strict home
Disciplinarian father
Hardworking mother
All her others siblings have a job
Except her lil sis and herself
Born a big baby
Weighting nine pounds
But growing up taller than the normal age
Often mistaken to be highschool since 3rd grade
Then mistaken to be 6th grader since 4th grade
Lacks self-control or control negatives
Not knowing what she's afraid or hiding
Having a secret, without being fully aware

After 15 years of not knowing
Currently living in her native country
Due of problems in her birthplace
Getting used to the climate
For almost 5 months
Got a therapist
Learning my condition
But snapped when he says too much
Terrible at the first time
In therapy

In second time
It got well
Learning the fact
She's often overgeneralize
Due of pressure at anxiety
Kinda control her head
At whatever time
Learning that I want peace
So that it went well
My parents finally understand...
Maybe

Still under the therapy
For every Saturday
For now living in a normal life
But still I wonder when time comes
Having just 2 years left
Into the legal age of 18
So that I could have a license
Or have right to vote
Then living independently
But needed to wait a little longer
In order to work Japan
Must be in legal age of 21
So have time left to adjust
In order to settle in

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Judgement Day

Into the earth, struggling to survive the final days
Where the humanity was slowly into the brink of extinction
As we were judged by our actions alone in countless years
Years of evolution throughout the humanity
Which alone, our actions caused our downfall

A blow of a trumpet will determine our path
Path to the Paradise or to Hell; judged by our actions
That alone where our fate will belong either the two of them
Our own ways to be blessed or punished will depend on it

Second blow of a trumpet is when an Angel of Death
Will come and take an individual's soul to be judge
However, the first blow of a trumpet ignites the day
That we will call it, "The Judgement Day"

The Judgement Day will come to humanity one day
When the earth is on the brink of destruction
We will be judged whether we will survive or be destroyed