Random Words

3-Desolated

When spoken of the pain aloud,

people laughed at me; they thought it was all due to my insecurities.

Let it be Emotional or internal,

They all thought pretty much all about the external.

When I would lay down on the bed at night,

Restless, prickly with heart palpating at the sight .

Each day when my chest felt heavy ,

It made me realize I was losing my breath steadily;

The more shallow and harder it became to inhale.

I couldn't sleep at night thinking there won't be another night to exhale.

I was scared that I would die alone,

But worst of all was when I was forced to live all alone.