Why am I Crazy about You?

Chapter X: "Point of View: Mayim"

It was tape night, this is gonna be the last taping for season 3 and my First TV appearance as the new character "Amy Farrah Fowler". I was so excited that I cant kept on smiling, and the necklace Jim Gave was so nice. After my make-up and hair was done I immediately head downstairs, there I saw Kaley and Melissa talking.
"Hey Girls" I greeted
"Hi Mayim!! wow you look great, with that quirky outfit" Kaley replied
"You look great Mayim, even thou you have a quirky outfit you are still beautiful as ever" Melissa added
"Awwww thanks guys, you both look stunning as always" I replied
"How are you and Mark??" Kaley asked
"What do you mean how are we?" I questioned
"Well you both are so sweet together" Melissa answered
"Oh hahaha, me and Mark are just friends, that's all and besides he is my manager, he is always beside me" I said
"Ohhhhhhh, are you sure there is no other thing going on between you both??" Kaley asked
"I can certainly assure you guys that there is nothing going on between us, we are just friends" I replied
"Oh ok if you say so" Kaley replied
Then few minutes later the Men joined us. After 5 minutes Jim joined us, I have observe that Jim is always the last one in every rehearsals we had, I don't know if he is just tardy or what. It really got me more interested in him. He is so kind, sweet, and a gentlemen, but also he is quiet and don't talk that much. He really got my interest in him, I wonder if he had any girlfriend.
"Guys, I just wanna say after this we should party!!!" Kunal said
"Yes of course!!" Simon replied
"Oh the boys really started it" Kaley said
"Of course mooks, we should party. Its the last episode for this season" Johnny replied to Kaley
"Yeah I know, um Mayim and Melissa you in?? After this shoot??" Kaley asked
"Yeah sure why not, how bout you Mayim?" Melissa replied
"Yeah I'm in!!" I replied
Kunal is a pretty talkative guy, he is such an opposite with Raj lol. Johnny is super cool, Kaley is so sweet and caring, Melissa is super gentle and cute, Simon is pretty funny and really makes us laugh. Jim is super nice, a gentlemen, but really mysterious he really got into my mind, I don't know why. I mean I really wanna know more about him, he is such a mystery to me, and I don't know why.
"Nice one!!!" Kunal happily said
"Drinks are on Jim in this one" Simon said
"Wait why me?" Jim asked
"Cause your quiet hahahaha, and really suspicious" Simon replied
"Oh hahaha ok no problem, drinks on me then" Jim just said staying cool and very calm
He is so cold sometimes, and it really is a mystery. I don't know why is he like that and why am I starting to build an interest in him.
"Nice one!! But guys for now lets make the audience laugh, and do our best!!" Johnny said
"Yeah lets to our best!!" Kunal added
"Ok hands in the center" Simon said
"TEAM TBBT" we all said
Taping went well and it was really fun being in a stage with talented actors like my co stars. I was real happy to be part in the family. We had curtain calls and we also took pictures with the staff, crew, and also my co stars. After all of it I headed to my dressing room to change. As I enter my dressing room, Mark was sitting in my couch...
"Mayim congratulations, I am so proud of you!! you were amazing out there" Mark said and hugged me
"Awwww thanks Mark, I could've done it without you. Thank you for being with me and supporting me." I said and while hugging him back
"Awww, you know I would do everything I can to support you and help you" Mark said
"Awww thank you so much, your the bestest friend I ever had" I said
"Thank you and I Love You" Mark said
"I Love you Too. Well I am gonna be going out tonight" I replied
"Oh where are you going?" Mark asked
I headed to my closet and got dressed
"Well the cast invited me to an after party, and I think this would be good to celebrate" I said while dressing myself in my walk in closet
"Ohhh, should I come with you?"
"Ohhh you don't have to, I am gonna be ok on my own besides, I can drive" I replied walking out of the closet and fixed my hair
"Well what if something might happen to you, you never had experience partying"
"Mark don't you worry too much, I am a grown up now, and I know my limits"
"Well if you say so, but please Mayim, take care of yourself"
"Yes I will Mark" I replied then slowly packing some stuffs
I finished packing and fixing myself, I hugged Mark and left my dressing room. Mark has been one of my closest friend. But my first best friend is Chloe, she is busy touring and working for her fashion brand. She and Mark have been friends since childhood and because of her me and Mark met and eventually became good friends. Mark has always been by my side, form being a grad student to being who I am right now. I owe him a lot and he is always been the bestest of friend I could ever had.
I left the studio and walked to the parking garage there I saw Kaley, Melissa, Johnny, Simon and Kunal was walking right behind me.
"Hi Guys!!"
"Hi Mayim!!" They replied
"Wow girl your dress looks so cute" Kaley said
"Mayim you look stunning" Melissa added
"Oh stop complimenting me guys" I said
"No its true" Kaley replied
"Thank you for that, this is the only party-ish dress I have, And by the way you both look stunning, so do you Kunal, Johnny, and Simon" I said
"Well thank you" Kaley said
"Thanks" Johnny said
"Thank You" Melissa said
"I am glad you liked my outfit Mayim" Kunal replied
"Thank You Mayim, well you absolutely look stunning, I am sure you will stun someone tonight" Simon said
"Ohhh that is so sweet of you" I said
"Johnny where is Jim??" Kaley asked
"Maybe he is still in his dressing room" Johnny replied
"Lately I have notice him looking real good, and always combing his hair and fixing himself. Does he wanna impress someone among us?" Kaley asked
"Oh uh, no I think he has just changed a bit, you know he is growing" Johnny said
"Well if you say so" Kaley replied
After a few minutes.......
"Sorry to keep you guys waiting, It took a while to get dress" Jim said walking towards us
"Oh its ok pal we got used to it" Johnny said
"By the way Mayim and Melissa, Jim gets ready for 30 mins, he is the longest cast member to get ready, and you both will get used to it" Simon said
"Yeah we will" Melissa replied
But the statement of Kaley earlier also made me wonder, but I didn't know him that much so I don't wanna make assumptions
"So are we guys gonna talk about how tardy Jim is or are we gonna celebrate?" Kaley asked
"Well lets go party then" I replied
We all entered our cars and drove off to the bar where Kaley reserved us a VIP table. We arrived and headed inside. The bar was nice, the music was blasting, so many rich people, and the crew was nice. This is really my first time entering a bar that this nice. A manager assist us to our table. I was walking beside Melissa
*Loud music playing*
"Isn't this good guys!" Kaley said
"Yeah it is pretty cool here" Simon said
*A bartender served us food and drinks*
"Kaley you already ordered for us?" Johnny asked
"Well of course, I am not paying this so..." Kaley replied
*everyone stared at Jim*
" Yeah that's damn right I will be paying for this!" Jim said
"So first we should toast!" Kaley announced while passing drinks to everyone
"A toast for our new cast members, and to the season finale of season 3" Kunal added
"TO THE BIG BANG THEORY" Kunal shouted
"TO THE BIG BANG THEORY" we shouted
We all had a toast and.....
"So what are we waiting for, Lets PARTY!!!!!" Kaley shouted
"WOHOOOOO!!!" Simon added
Kaley brought Johnny to the dance floor while they both are holding their drinks, Kunal Joined them. Simon brought Melissa on the dance floor while holding their drinks. And I am now sitting in the table with Jim. He is so mysterious, I wonder what is going on in that head of his.
"Hey" Jim said
"Hey" I replied
Even thou the music was blasting I can feel awkwardness between us, even thou our characters are a "LoveTeam", we don't communicate that much and its awkward being in a table with him. But I honestly wanna tell nice words because of his outfit, he really looks good, no wonder why he taked a lot of minutes preparing for it.
"Um are you good with your champagne?" Jim asked
"Oh yeah I am good with this" I replied
Champagne are good and not that strong
"Um if you need anything just let me know, all of this is on the house" he said
"Ok I'll let you know" I replied
Me and Jim just stayed at the table while the rest of the cast are having fun in the dance floor. After a few minutes Kaley, Johnny, Kunal, Simon, and Melissa go back at the table.
"Hey you two, why aren't you in the dance floor, dancing?" Kaley asked
"Is there something wrong?" Johnny added
"Oh I am not really good in dancing thou" I replied
I never partied before so I don't honestly know what to do
"I was keeping Mayim in company" Jim added
Awwww that is so sweet of him accompanying me, cause I really assumed that he party a lot, and he does, he just didn't head to the dance floor because he is keeping me in company. He is such a gentlemen and I was so right. But he is still a mystery
"Oh you both are cute, But come and party with us Mayim, we are here to PARTY!!" Simon shouted
"YEAH!!!!" The rest yelled and got backed to the dance floor
Jim stood up and offered his hand to me, and said
"May I take you to the dance floor???"
"Um I am not really good at partying" I replied
I was real shy, because he is such a gentlemen
He slowly leaned closer to me until he reached my ear and said
"Well let me teach you"
He is a real mystery
"Well are you a good teacher?" I said whispering in his ear
"Well come with me and lets find out" He whispered back
I don't know what came up to me but my heart started to pump a little faster than the normal heart would pump, and I cant breathe that normally
He stood up having a big grin in his face, still offering his hand to me and said
"Come on this is gonna be a lot of fun"
And my body just stood up and grabbed his hand, I don't know why but I liked it
"Well your gonna teach me aren't you?" I said, but I felt a little shyness within me
"Of course, I got you" he confidently replied
He is a real mystery to me and I cant explain on why is my heart pumping a little faster. Then he grabbed me to the dance floor while I was just holding his hand. Then he began to dance any dance moves, he leaned towards me and said
"There is no moves to learn in this dance floor, you just need to move freely and don't think of anything. Just be free and enjoy the party!!"
"Well here it goes" I said, I was nervous but I just moved freely
Then we both are in the dance floor, having so much fun. Then the rest of the cast members joined us. We all danced together, and had a blast. After a few minutes I got tired and go back to their table, Jim followed me
"Are you alright?" he asked, while handing me water
"Yeah I am fine, this is my first time partying. When I was in grad school I never partied, I was so busy studying to get my doctorate. I never been free until now" I replied
"Well Mayim sometimes you need to treat yourself, you need to be free and not to be worried about anything. This only happens once in a while. Trust me" he said
He is so nice and real sweet
We both looked at each other smiling then I grabbed his hand to the dance floor, I don't know why did I did that but I just wanna have some fun with him. The rest of the cast joined us. We all drank lots of beer and also shots of vodka. It was my first time drinking those stuffs and it had a bad taste but I am not bad as a first timer. It was real fun, we all are real laughing , I had drinked a lot I guess. Jim and I had a real fun, we both got so closed. We shared our embarassing stories and both laughed. I had learned more about him this night, he is so sweet loving and a real gentlemen. He had the most nice oceanic eyes I have ever seen and his smile is just so nice. I don't know why I am feeling this, but it sure feels nice. We both got so close this night, and hopefully we can do it more often. He is such a big mystery to me and still is, but he is also admiring.
"Mayim, can I ask you something?" he asked
"Sure Jim what is it?" I replied
"Have you ever been inlove?" he asked straightly
"Well sadly I have not, its funny thou that I am a neuroscientist but I don't know how love feels and how being inlove is like. I know its definition based on science, but truly I don't even know what that is" I answered
I never had been inlove and don't even know what really that is if not based on its scientific or psychological definition. But I had never been and never felt it
"Well I am no neuroscientist or anything science related academics, I also don't know what love is, but I am inlove and it feels great" he said and laughed
"Well I am happy for you, Cheers?" I said
"Cheers!" he said
We both are clueless of love, and I love it that he opened up that question to me
"Thank you for this Jim, this is my first time feeling this" I said
"Feeling what?" I said
"Feeling alive and free, without any stupid problems to think. You are a good friend Jim and a brilliant co worker" I said
He really is a good friend and a co worker, and thanks to him I felt to be free for the first time. Be free and alive, he makes me blush and happy and I don't know why.
"You are a good friend to Mayim, and thank you for being my friend" he replied
That statement made my heart beat more faster, I don't know why. We all had such a blast, and I drinked too much cause I felt dizzy but I am still alive. I stood up and grabbed Jim to the dance floor, but now I was the one who was so hyped up. It was real fun being with him, then I grabbed him back to the table. I drinked a lot of shots of vodka, well Kaley and I drinked a lot of shots, and I also think Simon also drinked a lot?? I just don't know because I was oozed. Jim approached me and my heart beat faster again.
"Hey Mayim I think that's enough drinking" Jim said
"What do you mean Jim, I feel great, right Kaley?" I replied
"Yeah!!! I love you Mayim" Kaley said
"I love you too Kaley" I replied
I was really having fun and I was so hyped, I think this is an effect from the alcohol
"Ok that's it I think you both had enough, also you Simon" Johnny said
"Dude, its still 1 am, I haven't partied enough and I am still not drunk" Simon said
"Well dude lets get you home" Johnny replied
Johnny was super cool and such a dad lol, I just don't know and I felt really dizzy. I hear them all discussing while Simon is really busy picking up a chick from the neighbor table and Kaley is busy shooting both of our every move. I just ignored them and participate in Kaley's documentary in this event. I can see that Jim is approaching me
"Come on now Mayim, we need to go, its 1 am already" he said
"What are you talking about Jim, I am having a blast, and its still early" I said really oozed
"Mayim your drunk so let me get you home"
"Oh so we are going to my place then? What will we do?" I said and sounding real naughty
I don't know why am I feeling this, but I suddenly want him. Like want to own him, is it just me or is this an effect of my drunk self. I just don't know
"Mayim nothing just get up" he said really manly
I stood up and leaned closer to him, touching his body to mine. My heart beat is much faster now than ever. And I said right in front of him
"Well I am now up, are you gonna teach me a lesson of partying so much?"
I was real naughty and I don't know why
"Mayim your drunk, and lets go now" he said in his serious voice and I melted, and again I don't know why
Then suddenly when he walked I grabbed him, there I felt I am having a heart attack. I can feel the heat from his body, felt his breath, and felt his hands wrapping around my waist. I stare at his oceanic eyes, and said
"Ok, Mr. Parsons" I leaned on him and just shut my eyes, he carried me and I can felt his hand wrapping my body.
There I heard the click sound of his car door, then he slowly put me inside. I was real oozed and I really cant explain my feelings right now, but I felt good and it also felt new to me. As I can fell his car moving, I just suddenly asked him
"Mr. Parsons, do you believe in love? like do you believe that you are destined to love someone?"
I don't know why I asked him that, but I am just curious if he believed in the word LOVE, cause I never gave Love to a certain person I wanna be with, in the rest of my Life
"Well yes I do believe cause I found her, and I wont let her go anymore" he replied
"Your so dramatic, and I like it" I replied
What does he mean "her"? Is he saying that he liked someone?? Well I just lean on him and said
"Thanks for being my friend, I Love You Mr. Parsons my Friend"
"I Love you too Mayim" he replied
I smiled and fell asleep in his right arm. I woke up and felt Jim was kissing my forehead, it felt nice but I don't know why he would kiss me in my forehead, and also where am I? But my body is too numb to even get up so as soon as I heard he left I slept back immediately. I woke up because of the noise from my shower. As I sat down from the queen size bed I am sitting, the room was huge, much wider than my apartment room. I noticed that I am not in my dress last night, but I did not panic cause I was real comfortable last night, and I know that he would not do something bad to me. The Bathroom door opened, there Jim walked out and half nak-
"Oh My-" I said looking away from him
"Ohhhhhhh, sorry I didn't thought you would get up early" he replied
"Oh, um why are you here?? did we slept together??" I asked still not looking at him
"Oh, no we didn't sleep together. The hot water was broken in my room and in some other rooms, Lynne forgot to call for repair, it was broken since yesterday" he said
"Oh ok, can you please leave this room?? now??" I said awkwardly
"Oh yeah sorry, I didn't notice I was half-"
"Just leave please" I said interrupting him
When he shut the door I sighed heavily, I didn't even expect to have a glimpse, but he sure is hot. OMG why am I saying this.
After a few minutes one of Jim's maid entered the room
"Goodmorning Miss Mayim, Mr. Parsons ordered me to give you clothes since you are awake and need a bath. Breakfast will be ready in 30 mins"
"Oh thank you, um may I ask you something?" I said
"Yes sure miss"
"Did you know what happened last night??"
She smiled and said
"Have a great shower maam, and don't worry this clothes are picked by Mr. Parsons just for you, he knows how hangover you are" she said the left
She didn't even answer my question, but my head really hurts and a warm shower will hopefully live me up..