🅈🄾🅄🅁🅂! (Bakugo x reader oneshot)

🎭You're Special💮

Tw: tics, self-doubt

- i think you already know wassup

- not everybody's born the same way

- some people are luckier than others

- but that wasn't your situation because you feel real fuckin lucky even if you're dealing with a painful disorder

- why and how you may ask?

- well.....YOU HAVE PROBABLY THE BEST FUCKING BOYFRIEND?!???

- you and Katsuki Bakugo have been dating for about 1 year and 5 months now

- and it has been the most energetic and FUN 1 year and 5 months of your life

- he knew about your tics even from before you guys started dating because he's been educating himself about that

- but that didn't mean that you weren't getting on his nerves in class when you suddenly banged your fist on your desk (you were seated behind him) or when you whispered random words or phrases

- but yk him and his phatass anger issues

- but after he got to endure it for a few more weeks, it started getting less annoying

- because he knew that him being angry at your tics was wrong and it didn't help in any way

- he knew you couldn't do anything about it, he tried imagining being in your shoes and he knew it must be fucking tiring

- sooo fast forward you guys started hanging out more n more and at one point y'all fell for one another and boom y'all are now dating

- dw he knew what he was getting himself into, and he was alright with it

- you were hanging out a LOOOOT, after school you two would go eat together, occasionaly go to each others houses to watch movies and play games

- now here's where the fun (not so actually) part starts

- I'm not saying that he's JUST a physical and mental support for you

- He's a boyfriend, a best friend and an emotional support

- what more could you ask for????

- he would buy toys that would help you with your tics like almost every week

- oh you wanna do a normal everyday activity? Wait hold on just a sec he'll be over in like 2 mins

- he'll literally fly over to you dumbass HE LOVES YOU THAT MUCH STFU

- wanna bake cookies or make banana bread? Nah you're doing it together lol

- he'll literally be your hitting bag whenever you have a tic attack and you need to punch something

- punch his shoulder or arm its okay he'll take it

- as long as its not you who you're hitting

- *punches him in the back* omfg im so sorry!!!! Did it hurt?

- *laughs* its alright bby come here *smooch on forehead*

- but sometimes it can have negative outcomes too

- for example when your tics are really bad or you're having a bad tics episode and you punch yourself in the face or head

- even if Katsuki is not there by your side, he'll sense something wrong and call you or start spamming you with messages

- if you're at school then he'll run to wherever you are and hug you, kiss or massage the part where you've hurt yourself

- "are you okay y/n? Where does it hurt?"

- remember when i said that you can punch or slap him? Yeah you'll sometimes both be fine about it

- but sometimes you'll just start overthinking

- blaming yourself

- ignore Katsuki after hitting him

- all that because you're thinking "what if he's had enough of me? What if I'm really hurting him?"

- you'll prolly go to your bedroom and lay under your blanket, trying to get your mind off of the bad thoughts

- but they just pile up more and more and you start to either cry or have bad tic attacks because of frustration

- tic attacks that happen because of frustration are barelly stoppable at times

- you start hurting yourself, making a lot of noise, twitching, swearing and all of the other stuff

- Now Katsuki is a smart guy and you've warned him when you guys started dating that if you start ignoring him and/or your tics become more violent then he should talk to you

- and that's what he did

- he knocked on your door three times, a few seconds later opened your door and walked in to see a blanket mountain like shape on your bed

- his eyes softened and walked over to your bed side, sat down and gently pulled the blanket off your head

- "if you're thinking what i hope you're not ever gonna think of, then stop it dumbass, because i love you"

- brought phatass tears to your eyes

- he saw the red spots on your chest and his heart shattered to pieces

- "i signed up for this, if i wasn't okay with you hitting me because of your tics, then i would never be here in the first place"

- brought your face closer and kissed your cheek and then your lips, your nose, the spot between your eyebrows and then your forehead, and down to your lips again

- "you're really special to me, and i love that about you, baby"

- the way he said 'love', the tone he used on it, he really meant it

- called mina to go buy snacks and cake for you guys to eat while watching your fave movie/series/anime

- where the fuck would you be without this man by your side

I SAID IMMA UPLOAD MORE RN BUT GRRRRR HEAD EMPTY WHAT DO

900 words babeeyyyy (i'm sowwy its short :// )

anyhow i hope you enjoyed this one aha
I wanted to make one where the reader has disabilities or disorders for quite a long time and now that exams are done and the holiday has started, ig i have time!

Might....do one where Bakugo has a dissability/disorder next time...WHO KNOWS

Okiii imma go now, byee love y'all!!!

OH AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS BTW AHAHAGAB <333