Hey Boo Tings ah erm dEaR DiArY idk lmao. Here are some facts about me,
- i have crippling anxiety XD
- I have trust issues lol
- i have like 2 friends
- Im like sad all the time
- I am a questioning bi Sexsual XD
-Ive had 1 BF and ive never kissed anyone
-Im 13
-I have a emotionally abusive brother whos 15 yay
Erm So my life is a mess so i dont really know where to start but i think yall should know my parents got divorced when i was 4 probs sparking my mental health down fall yayayay its weird tho like i couldnt picture them together like they just dont match lol. I stopped beliveing in santa and started SH at the age of 10 fun, so i feel like that tells you a bit about my life uwu. I SH more when i was at primary school but Highschool really fucked me up lol. So When i started Highschool i only knew 3 people going there so we formed a group but one of the girls had another friend who i just so happed to go to rainbows with (its like scouts for female 4 year olds) lets call her Emily, so that was like a fun reunion ngl i kinda hated her when i was in rainbows cause her dad was a leader and she was always favourited lmao. But chile yeah so we formed a group called Steps (cause we spent lunch sitting on steps.) There was this one girl who was kinda popular (for a year 7 which is like grade 6 for u american gals) and me and Emily wanted to be friends with her so bad lets call her Bessie lol and your gonna want to remember her :). But i started making friends with a girl called aahh Ella ig lol who was in my teaching group the se introduced me into her friends and we all started hanging out (her friends and the steps) so we formed the Lunch Bunch lol i know its stupid but its supposed to lmao. Then a while passed and everything was kinda good (at school that is but well get into my home life a bit later.) But remember that girl Bessie yeah i started becoming friends with her and we were messaging and talking during lunch and break. Then one weekend after 30 mins of me trying to work up the nerve to ask her if she wanted to meet up because her house was really close to my dads house. It was a super awkward but it defo made us closer. Then she had a massive fall out with her friendship group and started hanging out with the lunch bunch kinda fun and fresh and everything was good for a bit. Theeennn Ella got a massive crush on this boy IN YEAR 9 WE WERE YEAR 7S TF like i mean no sis and shed make the ENTIRE group follow him round so me Bessie and a girl called Lily hung out with the lunch bunch during break then just us three wouldhang out during lunch and we became inseperable like joint at the hip. Awhile later the sixform students put on the like yearly play and this year they put on legally blonde and me being the theater kid that i am really wanted to go but never got round to buying a ticket :( One lunch time me Lily and Bessie were sitting in the hall and Bessie said she wanted to buy a ticket for the show and i mentioned wanting a ticket in no way trying to get her to buy me one i swear lol but she asked me to go get the ticket with her cause she also has social anxiety so i said yeah when we got there she got two tickets and on our way back she gave it to me i looked it at her and i was like wait its for me and i was like omg thank you so much yay. We got back to the hall and showed Lily and she said she had a ticket for the same day so we made it a little trip lmao it was really fun and i loved that night so much i think ill always have that memory. Anyway im tired so im signing out for now BYE KITTY GIRLS XOXOX
