Dear Diary,
I feel so so so so so so so bad i havent been writing on here as much as i should life hasnt been very fun recently :) I just cba to do anything anymore and i just do want to exist lmmaaaaaoooo. I fell like i have no friends like i know i do but i just dk like i snap Lily all the time cause shes my bestie but we dont have like deep convos or hang out anymore and i worried im not cool enough for her like all her friends are cool and her brothers cool meanwhile my brother has told me to kms twice in the past week :) so happy am i right. But then i do really like my new friend group but i just dk i just dont click with them i mean Marleys Cool hes bi and just has an over all kinda good vibe. Maddies kinda cool i just feel like she doesnt really like me. Rubys really nice but were just really different like she very hetrosexual and im very not thats not a bad thing we just dont click :) Then izzys really really nice but were just not alike. I just want someone to talk to, that will stay up all night texting me and watch movies while texting like i used to do with my ex lol. OMG I GOT LED LIGHTS FOR MY BIRTHDAY AND LILY GOT ME FAKE VINES SO NOW I HAVE A REALLY VIBEY ROOM!!! so thats really fun adm there really awsome they have timers so i can set the timer before i go to sleep the theyll turn off! i also have this billie ellish poster on the back of my door i had it in my old room for a bit just before i moved and i like to talk to her in a none creepy way like rant to her or just cry to her lol. I love billie shes so cool like an actual queen i really hope i meet her one day. Any way im watching victorious for the millionth time its so good i love victorious and sam and cat and icarly there so under rated lmao like they SLAPPPP. Its literally 1:40 in the morning i have a problem uwu so ig tecnically the date at the tops all wrong cause its an hour into 24.12.2020 so happy christmas eve eve if you celebrate that and if not happy school holidays <3 hey this is the longest entry for a while kinda fun but its getting late so im probs gonna go to sellp soon night luvs ilysm sleep tight
