i searched up ways to deal with emotions and i was only interested in journaling so here we are. god this is so stupid.
i'm streaming with george later so that's nice. i'm gonna get him flowers in mc.
it's been a few hours and we finished the stream ten minutes ago. i asked him his favourite flower. he said dandelions. i searched up the meaning. god i love this man.
"the floral meaning of the dandelion is that it is a gift to a loved one that will provide happiness and is a promise of total faithfulness,,
that last part made me laugh because i thought of fundy. poor man. if the character was real i wouldn't be able to live with the guilt. every character in the dsmp has been through so much, especially tommy and fundy. they've both had almost everyone leave them or betray them.
the way wilbur wrote was fascinating, it captured everyone but now i'm in charge. my gay ass is gonna write about me being gay. sounds like a good idea.
speaking of being gay, i'm gonna search up more pictures of george. OH FUCK I ACCDIENTLALY JSUT TWEETED ' GEORGE NOT FOUND PICTURES ' I'M HAVIGN A CRISIS WHY AM I LIEN THIS THIS IS WHAT ZERO SLEEP DOES TO A MF
so um twitter thought that was weird. but people did send me george pictures. i drifted off into my own reality again. a reality where i could hold george. where he could be in my arms and it wouldn't be weird or illegal.
a place where it would be safe, not awkward. a place where i could wake up every morning and know he was by my side and we'd talk about the most random things at night. a place where we'd share stupid "secrets" and do stupid things. a place where i could love myself as much as i love him.
omg i'm such a fucking simp ew that's weird stop it clay
if wattpad got their hands on that they'd have a field day. wait what if someone founds this journal oh no oh no oh no
just roasted valkyrae on twitter feeling good😎 george asked to see the journal because i mentioned journaling and i'm having a panic attack so i said it contains personal problems and he understood phew
WAIT I THINK GEORGE THOUGHT I WAS TLAKING ABOUT SEX OR SOMETHING HAHABSNSJSNSN BYE MY LUNGS AR EDEFLSTING
anyway, note to self -
get george dandelions.
a/n
i've got a good idea for this i think so hopefully this is good? don't expect daily updates because i ahve another fanfictuon as well and i ahve to work on that lmao anyway pog bye bye
YOU ARE READING
note to self - dnf
Fanfictioni asked him what his favourite flower was. he told me it was dandelions. dream searches up ways to deal with emotions and journaling was the only option he was interested in. he didn't know it would turn into a series of fantasies about his best fri...
