You're my life [COMPLETED]

Regret

FARMHOUSE

Arnav entered his farmhouse , in lucknow , where he stay mostly when in lucknow . His eyes red , face drained with tears , and in a most vulnerable state ever . The workers in the farmhouse got scared as well as amused as no one has saw him in a vulnerable state like this . He straightly  went to his room and slammed the door shut behind him . He went in and sat on the recliner with a thud . He covered his face crying .

The whole way , coming to the farmhouse , he could not help but let the guilt grow more and more inside him with each passing second . Her and his own words made him drown in guilt . 

Tumhe wajah janna hai na toh suno I WAS IN COMA FOR 4 DAMN YEARS .......

Main tumhari jaisi cheap ladki se aisi cheap excuse ke siwaha main aur kuch expect bhi kya kar sakta hu ??? I never thought ki tum aisi cheap harkath karogi .

What do you want ha?? Money, power , fame or this Arnav Singh Raizada . Oh how can I forget you middle-class girls can do anything for money even if it is to satisfy manly desires by sharing their be...

Arnav : (to himself, crying) SHIT !! Ye maine kya kardiya??? Mujhe aisa nahi kehna chahiye tha . I am sorry Khushi , I am so sorry . Jab mujhe tumhare saath sabse jyada hona chahiye tha , jab tumhe mera saath sabse zyada chahiye tha tab mein tumhare saath nahin tha . Aur mein ne aaj jo bhi kaha hai mujhe nahi kehna chahiye tha . Lekin ye ego....?? Damn you!! Arnav Singh Raizada . Ab mein khushi ko apna muh kaise dikhaunga? Khushi toh mera chehra bhi dekhna nahi chahti hogi ab . No no no no ..... this cannot happen ... I can't lose my love again .... NO .... I need to woo my love back ..... but how?? arghhh....please khushi please mujhe ab chodna matt ..... I can't live without you ....

(SHIT !! What did I do ??? I should not have told that . I am sorry Khushi , I am so sorry . When I needed to be there with you the most , when you needed me the most , I was not there for you . Whatever I said today , I should not have told you . But this ego...?? Damn you!! Arnav Singh Raizada . How can I show my face to her now ?? Khushi will not even like to see my face now .No no no no ..... this cannot happen ... I can't lose my love again .... NO .... I need to woo my love back ..... but how?? arghhh....please khushi please don't leave me again ..... I can't live without you ....)

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GUPTA HOUSE,LUCKNOW 

Khushi entered the house looking all drained out . She entered the house looking at nothing particular . As soon as she entered , she was bombarded with questions .