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12/11/2020

Its been a very long while, I had left wattpad for so long to continue with my studies and I'd like to just say: I'm not sorry, I left and when I came back I realized that I was nothing more than some kid into some weird shit. Aside from that I am back and have learned a lot more. Here's the stuff I can remember:

I'm 13 and in the 8th grade now, I've gotten so much better help for my mental health but it does not mean I have fully recovered.  I finished 7th with gaining confidence in myself and I made many more cool friends (: I came out as trans to my family and so far gotten support on that but I'm still working my way to convincing my family to support me on shaping my body as I want it to be. I've lost a couple of friends but it's all right, I've been a lot lost recently though if I had to be honest. Covid had ruined some stuff, ny grandmother passed away in May but my uncle had luckily arrived. He suffered a lot and still does. I can't remember too much. My mind is foggy? I just can't seem to remember?. I don't know anymore and it scares me a bit. 7th grade I actually confessed to someone but was most likely rejected. I ended up actually having a crush on that one guy I talked about, the one I said I disliked a lot. I have no chance but it's fine, I still have a lot to fix about myself and I get that. Aside from that I've grown as a person but it's not too much that I've grown. Its honestly, like I said, really foggy. I can't remember much anymore. Its like my memory slowly was tempered with. I feel so weird but in a good feeling, almost nostalgic I guess?. I'm not sure but it's also a bit painful. It sort of burns. Anyways, I plan to stay up late. For what? Not sure. Guess just having false hope over a lot of things. I'll sign this off now. I'll see who ever reads these soon. Someday.

-N