GRIEF 【 宮 治 ー 宮 侑】

𝙿 𝚁 𝙴 𝙵 𝙰 𝙲 𝙴

Her fingertips gripped the loose thread
of her hoodie.
Her palms pooled with sweat,
and her heart raced erratically within her rib cage.

It was as if her heart wanted to jump right out of
her throat,
and this feeling alone made her want to
throw up.

Her eye sight blurred.

Her hands shook...
cold...
numb...
purple...

The message on her screen...

Atsumu Miya
He wants to see you.
Please don't do this to him.
He wants to see you one last
time.

Her chest tightened,
and a knot formed in her throat.

She looked out the window.
It was snowing.

The girl bit her lip until her sharp canines
tore apart the soft flesh beneath them and drew blood.
The bitter taste of iron in her mouth
made her recoil.

But nothing could be
much more bitter than the
truth she faced now.

One by one,
tears slipped from her eyes.

"God...give me strength."

Gaining resolve, she picked up her car keys,
put on a coat, and left her cozy apartment.
The crisp winter air pricked her skin like
thousands of thin needles.

She inhaled sharply, and regretted it immediately
as her lungs resented the sudden intake of gelid oxygen.

"I hate winter."

You're leaving me behind...
In the numbing cold...
When the skies are gray...
The trees are lifeless...
and the birds no longer sing because
they've migrated.

Her thoughts revolved around him
day and night.
He got her through plenty of winters,
And now,
he was leaving in the middle of her worst snow storm.

She couldn't blame him.
Not when he had no power to control it,
but she wondered why,
Why are you leaving me behind in the winter?

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A/N:

OH GOD SO YEAH THIS IS HAPPENING.
HERE U GO CHILDREN.
A little sneak peak.