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March 7, 2022

Dear Soobin,

'When I say I love you,
Please believe it's true

When I say I need you
Please know it's only you

When I say you're the one
I hope I'm yours too.'

I just have one thing to say today.

I'm sorry, Soobin.

I'm sorry that I couldn't become the one who was best for you.

I'm sorry that I couldn't become the one who you could love.

I'm sorry for annoying you.

I'm sorry for being extra clingy.

I'm sorry for being a little too possessive at times.

I'm sorry if you felt trapped with me.

I'm sorry I wasted your time.

I'm sorry that I'm going to try to forget you now.

I'm sorry that I'm giving up on you.

I'm sorry that I'm letting you go.

I'm sorry for starting fresh.

But, I'm not sorry for loving you.

I still do love you, no matter how much I may seem to deny it.

I love you,Bin.

But there's no point hoping that you love me now. Because if you did, I wouldn't be holding this pen in my hand and writting these pitiful notes to you.

Instead, we'd be cuddled up on the bed.

Anyway, I'll just let you know that I love you.

This is perhaps the last time I'm writing in here.

Bye Binnie.

-Yeonjun