12/22/20
hey dekra,
i just wanted to write to you and tell you that i'm so sorry. i've been one hell of an awful person. i wish i could physically ask you for guidance. what should i do? where should i go? running away isn't starting to seem like a bad idea. maybe i just need to escape this world somehow. although, i'm not sure how much of a good idea that is. so much has happened dude. from last time, so much has changed. time passes by so fast. lately, i've been considering suicide. i know it's wrong of me, but i just want to escape. i really want to leave this earth but i can't help but think. what if my attempt fails? and then i get sent to seek for help? yikes. one therapist is enough. i love you a lot. we will reunite very soon! (i hope)
yours, maria
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Randomyou really shouldn't read this. this is mostly meant for me (: this contains a lot of my thoughts and just things i need to let out! most of this is stupid i'm a hypocrite lol
