14 ~ Letter

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You placed the food in front of jungkook, hoseok, taehyung, and chaemi. You enjoyed cooking for them.

Hoseok had continued to try to figure out how you had managed to change jungkooks name in your system but he soon gave up realizing you were functioning like any normal robot in his eyes, it seemed like he also got in trouble from his work since he was too focused on you

So he came to a conclusion

You were just a robot, like any other who simply had an updated system to change names. Well that was hoseoks current theory for your IHAH model

You were simply a robot

You were glad hoseok had thought that way considering if he knew that you had cried a few days ago he would know that you were very far from a normal robot...

"I told you guys you didn't need to come today" jungkooks spoke out

"we are just checking in on you today. Besides y/n makes delicious food" taehyung smiled towards you while you were overjoyed hearing the compliment but your face remained stoic while you looked at the human

"thank you taehyung, I appreciate the kind words"

"it's fine you can leave" jungkook spoke, his voice sounded different. He sounded angry, he looked angry.

"kook it's your mothers-"

"don't...just don't" jungkook cut off hoseok while he looked pained

"jungkook you can't just keep avoiding this, at least talk with us" hoseok looked at jungkook worried while you stood there.

"what's wrong with kookie" chaemi asked while she ate the food you made

"nothing chaemi, just eat your food" jungkook spoke angrily while chaemi pouted and continued eating. You and jungkook at least conversed every now and then, so you could tell he was getting angry, your system was practically screaming at you he was upset.

"jungkook-" before you could speak he growled out "go clean or something"

Order from jungkook

System H and A activated: Ignore

Before you could deny his request you saw his face, you had realized now he didn't seem angry but...he seemed hurt. You decided it would be best to follow his orders for now so you had cleaned the apartment as the humans were quietly eating. 

You soon finished so you walked down the apartment stairs seeing the mail was almost empty like usual considering that people used computers to message but written on a light white paper was a name

jungkook

You stood there reading the next line

His father sent him the letter, you walked back up the stairs towards the apartment and you opened the door and walked into the kitchen. You held the letter and noticed hoseok and jungkook seemed to be arguing while taehyung was trying to calm them down while chaemi showed signs of distress seeing the humans arguing

"I don't want to talk about it so leave if that's all you came here for" jungkook was loud, almost yelling as chaemis eyes began to water "you can't just keep hiding away your feelings" hoseok screamed while you quickly walked over seeing chaemi flinch as she began crying

As soon as chaemi saw you she rushed over and hugged your legs tightly while you gently patted to top of her head with your uninjured hand. You were glad that hoseoks only every watched as jungkook ordered you around when he was trying to figure out what was different with your model or he would have noticed the injury that you had gotten

"jungkook, a letter" you said while he turned to look at you but when he saw the letter in your hand his expression changed once again "why did you bring that"

Jungkook glared at you while taehyung grabbed chaemi from you as she tried to hold onto your pant leg but you knew that something serious was going on with jungkook and it would be best if she left before he got too angry

"come on chaemi home time" taehyung said as he practically had to lift the small human away from you and out the open apartment door but you heard him walk back just as fast. Hoseok grabbed the letter from your hands and he read it.

"jungkook...are you ever going to answer him. It's been so long, years" hoseoks voice was soft while jungkook continued to glare at you. You felt yourself stand still while you looked at jungkook

"I'm talking to you, you stupid hunk of metal" you felt pure sadness as jungkook once again went back to his hurtful words

"I asked you. why. did. you. bring. that" you looked at jungkook while he seethed at you

"you ordered me to clean, so after I cleaned the apartment I went to make sure the mail was empty but I saw you revived a letter. I brought it up here so you may read it's contents-"

"get out" jungkook whispered while he finally looked away from you and at the ground. His fists clenched while he snapped his head up and then looked at you

"get out, I don't care where you go but leave. I don't need you, I never asked for you to be here"

Order from jungkook: Leave

System H and A activated: Ignore

You ignored the request about to speak back until you froze seeing the look on jungkooks face. Over the past three weeks you had almost forgot that expression, it seemed like he was becoming warmer towards you...but right now he looked at you with pure hatred

"you're right you don't need me and you never wanted me, so I'll leave" you spoke softly knowing no one could hear your reply but saying it out loud you knew that it was true, jungkook never wanted you...he was just to nice to leave you alone that day, when you were broken and abandoned

So you found yourself moving and walking out the door

"y/n come back, jungkook tell her to stop she will only stop by your command" hoseok panicked but you knew. You could stop right now if you wanted to, but you did not want to

Seeing the way jungkook looked at you made you finally realize just how much you were hated

How much...you weren't wanted

You walked out the door and soon you were wandering around the bright city streets. The sun made the streets feel warm and almost happy but you weren't even close to feeling the same. You felt so cold, so empty

You refused to look back and you simply kept walking

You had no one now

But it was better this way, you preferred it this way

Jungkook would be happy without you around

System T activated

You felt the tears stream down your face but you remained stoic. You wondered if you truly understood the sadness you felt if you couldn't even express your emotions

You simply kept walking down the street as tears streamed down your stoic face and you knew that you had no where to go... you were truly unwanted

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