I looked at my daughter with nothing but love and adoration. As I look into her eyes all the pain was worth it, all my worries fade away knowing that even though my life was a complete mess one good thing came out of it.Looking at my baby, my heart clench, how could I ever let her go? I don't care what happens to me but as long as I live my baby is never going to get hurt. Looking at her and realizing that this beautiful little girl is here because of one of the best mistakes I've ever made. For me perfection is a myth, I never ask for something, someone to be perfect, staring at my baby she smiled and giggle and at that moment that I knew I was wrong. She was perfect to me. I can't help but reminisce about the night it all started, the night of the party. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- " It just... I don't get it " he said, you could hear the frustration in his voice. " Don't get what? There nothing to get ." I screamed back. " Why do you like me? Just tell me this. Please, because It doesn't make much sense " He whispers.You could tell by the look on his face he is embarrassed. I couldn't help but smile to myself because the famous football player "Jay" was embarrassed because of me. Seeing the effect I have on him gave me hope that there a chance he might like me back. " I like you because of your smile, the stupid little comments you make, Because of every little conversation we've had they might not seem like much to you but they mean the world to me, " As I said each word I took one step forward walking towards him . Until our faces were inches apart . "I mean yeah, there other guys out there that would be better, like Chris but the thing is I don't need perfect, I just need you. Perfection is a lie and you flaws just make me love you even more. " i said as I stood on my tiptoes and placed my lips on his .