Eventually, Sirius looks up at his best friend before forcing out the words, "I wanted you to be the last." "The last what?" "The last to see me alive." And with that, Sirius fell unconscious. - A/N: This story is Wolfstar angst and will contain several potentially triggering topics, such as self-harm, suicidal ideation, addiction, homophobic slurs, and emotional & physical abuse. Read with caution, and feel free to message me if you need to chat!