Amanda is struggling in multiple aspects of her life. Worried about her younger sister after a suicide attempt, 18 year old Amanda navigates her way through her own and the mental health issues of others, a turbulant home life, finding love, and searching for something greater than herself in this world. CONTENT WARNING: CONTAINS THEMES OF SUICIDE, SELF HARM, MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES, EMOTIONAL ABUSE, AND DRUG USE. Please don't read this story if you will be hurt by these themes in a fiction story. USA SUICIDE HOTLINE 1-800-273-8255 USA SUBSTANCE ABUSE HOTLINE 1-800-662-4357 USA CRISIS TEXT LINE TEXT "HOME" TO 741741