Everything about him was magical and it felt like he was perfectly drawn out and placed right before me. It was fate. It was destiny. It was meant to be. We were meant to be. "Mom I love him." My hands flew up to cover my mouth. It was like word vomit. I couldn't stop it form coming out of my mouth. I immediately regret saying it out loud. Anger took over her face. Her face showed hate and disgust. She was truly disappointed in me. I let her down and out everyone in danger. "Then you are lost."