for anybody reading this, just remember that it does get better. if you're looking for a sign not to hurt yourself; you have found it. the bullshit that vic says at the beginning is a result of bad parenting and shitty people. everybody is perfect just as they are. stay strong --- sometimes. you need somebody. you need somebody to be there and to stop you from doing something stupid again. sometimes you need somebody who will hold you and tell you that youre beautiful. Vic Fuentes needed that somebody. but where he found this somebody was the place he had least expected ---- includes triggering content. you have been warned dont fucking hurt yourself