Airyn Lilith Grey's first novel inspired by their award winning short story, You're Not Alone, they wrote in only 9th grade. The idea of death followed 22 year old college student, Mariana Loriet, everywhere she went. Depression and PTSD ran her life. Then everything seems to only get worse when she starts her senior year of art school at Juilliard. Her grades are falling behind, she gets injured, and, to top it all off, her high school bully transfers. Then....shockingly....it gets better.