"I guess that's what happens with your first love. You completely and utterly fall for them and yet, they stab you in the heart. I guess that's just how we learn right? I just wish he hated me, because him begging me to stay hurts even more, its harder to deal with. However i am still so infatuated with him. The way he speaks to me, he knows exactly what to say to change my mind. Whether its true things or not, i am utterly consumed by him. I am stuck in this little, complicated love story, and I'm not entirely mad about it." A story based on true events about an 18 year old girl named Holly struggling with her serious relationship with Hayden, while trying to get through school and working on her mental health.