tw: heavy themes of anorexia, mentions of disordered eating habits, self harm, suicidal thoughts. please do not proceed to read if these trigger you in any way "do you understand how hard it is to sit here and watch you just continuously lose weight? it's scaring me, jiung!" "do you understand that this is now out of my control? i can't bring myself to eat! it's more scary for me than you!" ©intakluvs