A Johnnyboy fanfic! Ponyboy runs away but has different encounters, he questions everything and doesn't completely understand himself, he doesn't know what he wants, he doesn't know anything, the only thing he does know is that he is a terrible person, hes terrible at everything, he looks terrible, He makes everything terrible. Johnny thinks the exact opposite of the young boy, in fact, he may even love everything ponyboy hates about himself. !!!! PUT ON A LONG PAUSE, MAY CONTINUE!!!!!