Pony boys pov
___________________"Ponyboy," I heard somebody call out for me, "Ponyboy! Johnny?"
It was Darry, and he had sodapop with him. I don't know why but I couldn't help myself from grasping Johnny's sleeve; I wanted to stay with Johnny..
"He was at the lot.. " Johnny mumbled slightly pushing me forward.
Johnny was diffrent infront of the whole gang.. With me he was confident, well spoken.. When the whole gang was around he was anxious and quiet.
God did I love Johnny.
"Ponyboy... I'm sorry I didn't mean to hit ya I just-" I quickly cut off darrys apology,I didn't need it because I knew he didn't mean it, "yeah yeah, it's fine. I'm fine everythings fine," I said sourly. I glanced at Johnny quickly and he nodded, me and Johnny didn't need words to communicate. I grabbed his hand and took him up to my old room.I didn't sleep in my old room anymore, I've always had nightmares but ever since mom and dad died they have gotten worse.
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