Dagur had a secret for a long time. The reason he was so angry, the reason he had to fight against the dragon riders for so long. The reason he lost himself. His stupid feelings. Updates once a month or more often depending on my schedule. Warning: This story contains heavy themes, such as addiction, drug abuse and mentions of self harm and suicide. If any of that is triggering, please don't read. This story is only somewhat cannon compliant. I decided to remove some things, and give others my very own flare. And it's a slowburn :)