Louis never let people in despite desperately needing to. With parents who didn't love each other with complete opposite views, the beginning of a new school, a borderline eating disorder and unloving friends, he wished with his whole heart someone would rescue him from the mess which is his life. Then one day, coming to the decision he doesn't want to burden anyone, he does it himself. He keeps a journal which his best friend, Harry finds after his death. (Being edited constantly)