!PLEASE READ! Trigger warnings for the story: Self-harm, possible sewerslide, mental illness, eating disorder, abuse, bullying If you feel triggered by any of those things I would recommend to not read this story or read with caution. Short introduction: This story is about a non-binary person named Avery who is 15 years old and struggles with a lot of mental health problems. If you struggle with mental health problems please seek professional help or call a mental health hotline. To find the number just google for example suicide prevention hotline (country) and the number will pop up. This story is though as a (partly) vent for myself. Not everything included in this story is something I struggle with. Feel free to vent. !The art on the cover is not mine! Credits to the artist. Got the picture from Mitsuki Haruhi on Pinterest.