After TommyInnit, Tubbo's best friend for years, committed, he fell into a deep(er) state of depression. Tubbo was the last person Tommy had spoken to before committing, and he felt a lot of guilt, some of his friends even told him it was, partly his fault. But they were just mad, mad at themselves that they couldn't see this part of Tommy, mad because they couldn't help, they blamed themselves. Wilbur felt the most guilt, he has fought with tommy basically the same night, he felt that it was his fault. But this book isn't about everyone else. It's about Tubbo. Tubbo fortunately can get more help than tommy could. Does Tubbo end up reuniting with Tommy at the end of life? Or does Tubbo thrive, and get out of the abyss of the world, and guilt? Read to find out! :D !TW! SH, S3W!C!D3 MENTIONS, ABUSE MENTIONS, SELF-STARVATION/UN-AWARE BULIMIA , DEPRESSION, PANIC ATTACKS/ANXIETY ATTACKS, HARSH, SWEARING, GUILT, "VOICES". (IF I FORGOT ANY IM SORRY..) Started : 12:57 A.M NOV 26th! Finished : 2022-12-05 11:06 pm! NOT PROOF READ! IDK WHO MADE THE COVER... BUT @JAZE ON TWITTER IS ALL I KNOW....