So I'm redoing this because I want to see what I can remember and see if I can make this better and new for myself and it's readers! 15 y/o cringey me versus new and ready for anything 17 year old me :) Warning: this does contain depressing acts, such as self-harm, addiction, etc. I do not recommend, it is a dark path and is just not worth it. Talk to someone, life is a crazy thing, just try to find something happy in it. ❤️ Love you guys and hope you enjoy!