I couldn't see the car that was about to crash into me. I couldn't see the blinding lights, racing toward me. Not even the look on the drunk driver as he realised his mistake. All I could see was, you. Even as I stand here with the pills in my hand and the words I wanted to say in my head; I look up to the mirror but do not see regret. I could kill myself and I would be with you. The world can stop turning, the world could become filled with madness and insanity, but I would be with you.