Why couldn't I tell you? Even seeing your body lying on the floor. I believed you would be okay, but I couldn't tell you; tell you the truth that I wanted to tell you for so long.
You were my world. You were why I woke up, the reason why I smiled and laughed, the reason I still lived. I knew you would want me to live, but I can't. Why?
Even as I stand here with the pills in my hand and the words I wanted to say in my head; I look up to the mirror but do not see regret. I could kill myself and I would be with you. The world can stop turning, the world could become filled with madness and insanity, but I would be with you.
I down the pills with the thought of you in my head. I sit down, leaning on the bath, I look up and imagine you. Would you be happy? Would you be sad? Would you cry? Would you be angry?
As I think of all the possibilities, my head becomes clouded and my vision becomes blurred. I smile and close my eyes.
Michael, I love you.
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All I Could See Was You
FanfictionI couldn't see the car that was about to crash into me. I couldn't see the blinding lights, racing toward me. Not even the look on the drunk driver as he realised his mistake. All I could see was, you. Even as I stand here with the pills in my hand...
