His love belongs to a person whose heart belongs to another. It hurts when he risk his heart and it ends up of getting broken, but what hurts more is when he still holding on when he already know he's waiting for nothing. He's selfish. He wants to test how deep his love to her and he can do anything to make her happy even pain is killing him. "I don't want to hurt you, baby so I hurt myself by loving you " - Laice