Ambivalence (for fanboys!:)*gay

Field trip

Next Day (Y/N's P.O.V.)
I woke up by force of habit at 7:30am, pecked hyung on his lips, who was still sleeping and proceeded to go to the washroom and freshen up. I chose a pair of cute but at the same time sexy, outfit for my trip and come down to make breakfast for myself cuz the hyungs would wake up late. I make myself some toast and coffee, and sit down while I have my breakfast and continue watching the episodes of "sweet home". This creaking of the door kinda sound scared the shit out of my after I finished eating, and so I washed my dishes in the sink and decided to take a look to see who it was. Johnny hyung! :) I eye-smile at him while he comes down, half-asleep. I giggle at his cute yawn and hug him softly.
Y/N: *softly good morning hyung.
Johnny: good morning baby. Huh? Why are you all dolled up?
Y/N: *chuckles cuuuuuuuz, I have a school field trip today!
Johnny: oh, I forgot. Hehe, looks like the hyungs forgot too.
Y/N: yup! Well, I gotta go in another 15 minutes, sooooo.....wanna cuddle?
Johnny: cute. Sure!
Both: *walk over to the couch while hugging and then sit and cuddle cutely
Johnny: *staring at the ceiling while relaxing with Y/N on him like a baby
Y/N: :) watcha staring at hyungie?
Johnny: nothing, just tryna understand how can only we get such a beauty to ourselves. :)
Y/N: cuuuuuz, u hyungs deserve me! You all are loyal, kind, affectionate, sweet, hot, cute, sexy, and sooooooooo much more!
Johnny: *ruffles his hair while chuckling aww, thanks baby. You too.
10 minutes pass by and I hear Johnny hyung's soft snore. Confused and amazed at the same time, I look up at hyung who seems to be fast asleep. How adorable! I peck his nose softly, get off of him and go out to the nearest bus stop to wait for my school bus. I wear my mask and gloves while taking my black backpack and head out towards the stop and simultaneously the bus arrives, with one of my friends waving his hands vigorously at me. I chuckle and get inside the bus while receiving ugly love-stares by the bitches in my class. I imitate a 'bleugh when I reach my friends and crack them up through the journey to the field trip area. The teacher told us to get off from the bus and wait patiently to go in the desert area, but keeping distance at the same time. I obediently obliged her rules and we all went in to search for and excavate bones that were actually left behind by the previous and long ago generation; the time of the pharaohs and mummies. The desert area was filled with pyramids and was really big so we had to stay together while keeping a distance, lol. Me and my friends decided to begin excavating a small area beside one of the pyramids, but a small area of greenery east of me had caught my attention and so I just told my friends that would explore more and come back. Giving me the ok sign, I went on towards the East direction, towards the fascinating small area of foliage thats' region seemed to ascend the more closer and closer I went. My interest in it started ascending too as I saw the beautiful colors of it come alive. Listening to 'Stay-BTS' I happily sprint to the forest, that's what it looked like to me while it burst its colors and the song matched this moment so much and I was filled with overwhelming happiness for some reason. :) I stop mid way while 'Dynamite EDM remix' played and then Jaehyun hyung called me. Video-called me. For some reason, this feels like it's gonna be the best day! This is getting heavy...woohoo! XD! I pick up the call and face the lighting towards my face so that I come out good when they see me, and I wave at Jaehyun hyung and the other hyungs beside him.
Y/N: *vibing to dynamite remix heeeeEEEEEllllllLLLLLooooooOOO! It's so fun here!
Jaehyun: u looking like you having the party of your life baby XD.
Jisung: ikr! But so cute tho!
Y/N: *music suddenly changed to 'Body-Thee Stallion' *fuck. *nervously tries not to break into dancing s-s-soooo, whatcha-
Doyoung: soooo, what you doing there baby?
Y/N: *changes music in hurry and it accidentally changes to WAP *fuckfuckfuck groovy! Listening to WAP and vibing along with the day. There's some hoes in this house. Wet ass pussy, make that pull out game weak!
Johnny: baby, what the fuck? XD, I wish I was there with you- fuck, I guess somebody heard you?
Y/N: why- shit.
Phone: *gets snatched from Y/N by friend
Friend: get it if u have the balls! *running away
Y/N: I have balls of steel u fucktard! XD! *sprinting behind him
Haechan: *on the phone u can do it baby! XD!
Friend: *goes farther little by little
Y/N: fucker, are you bolt's son or wut?! Never mind! *catches up and pins him down by his hands
Friend: aaaaaaah! My hands! You win Y/N! Take ur phone XD! Quit tryna break my arms!
Y/N: thanks, and that's wut u get for messing with me, XD!
Jungwoo: yea you show them baby!
Chenle: U r awesome!
Lucas: and cute!
Jackson: and sexy!
Woonie: and hot!
Y/N: thanks! And ik! :) *sprints towards forest
Connection: *breaks in between
Mark T: hel- can- us?
Y/N: w-hat?
BamBam: looks like he can't hear us. Sadeu...
Y/N: it seem- so I'll- later- okie?
Taeyong: yea sure!
Call: *gets cut by Jaehyun
Weird- how can I get internet in an open area? Pfft XD. I chuckle to myself while entering the forest and checking if anybody saw me, cuz I wanted to keep this forest beauty only to myself :). My offline playlist began playing, making the internet fact true; I saw the pretty trees and birds there but I thought I would have found some creepy or magical region thing in here, and so in search of that, I dive in deeper in the forest. The sounds of the birds become more lively, and since my hearing is really good, the 'ssss' sounds of snakes and insects could be heard by me and very clearly. I fucking hate amphibians and insects! I wish at least Johnny hyung was here with me! Or Jisung hyung! Or any of the hyungs! I bear the anxiety of the thought of me surrounded by all types of creatures/insects and what not- MAYBE EVEN A DINO- sad that they are extinct thooooo :l. I cut and dive through the long branches of leaves and spot something that looked like.....a cottage? I went closer in that direction and to my surprise, it was a house! Marveled, I go up to the porch and open the door which produced the creepy sound effects and I love them! More and more interested, I invite myself in and check out the abandoned place that was filled with dust and cobwebs, here and there. Sick! Huh? After complimenting this place mentally, I notice another door at the end of the house. Must be the back door? I exit the house through the back door, and see another shed near it, and wanting to explore more, I go towards the steel shed and open the door- WHAT THE FUCK?! I cover my mouth and nose with my hands, even though I had a mask on because the irony smell of the blood that was filled in here was a little too much, making me want to puke. I quickly run out and puke out of disgust, but then cover my mouth and nose more harder so as for the smell to not pass through, and enter the shed again. The place was filled with dead bodies and most of the bodies were separated from their heads, and suddenly the door behind just shut itself loudly, scaring the shit out of me! Ok this isn't fucking funny of u guys are there! This is scary AF! Why the hell do I want to know more? Ugh- nope, I love my curiosity and I will follow it. Seeing another door made out of wood and that seemed to be uncovered in blood, I go through the door and find myself in a night-ish room filled with weapons and.....religious things? I hadn't realized that I had softly and slowly, been walking upfront when I stopped right in the middle of the room. Why did I stop exactly on this black circle in the middle of the room? Weirrrrrd... Suddenly out of nowhere, and old lady with a wooden walking cane and purple silky outfit had appeared in front, making me startled and I stumbled back and fell down softly. Wait.....softly? I realize that I fell down on a soft blue cushion, but it hadn't seemed to be there when I walked on the same track. I sit down on the cushion with my legs crossed and I remove my EarPods to stop listening to the music.
Old lady: Y/N?
Y/N: u-u-um, hello...Yes, I am Y/N. H-How- nvrmind, I am really sorry if I caused you any inconvenience by sneaking into your house. I was just curious :). And by the way, may I ask for your name ahjumma?
Old lady: *chuckles what an interesting and polite fellow you are Mr.Y/N. My name is Kim Jeon Shim.
Y/N: ah, okie. Umm, may I call you noona if you don't mind? Cuz I don't like making people feel like they're old.
Shim Noona: ohohohoho, my my, Y/N, you really know how to win any woman's heart.
Y/N: *confused chuckle but may I ask you, how did u know my name to even begin with noona?
Noona: I am not an ordinary human being my son.
Y/N: then? Oooh! You have magic powers and you can control people who annoy you?! I would love to have that ability! :D
Noona: *chuckles you almost got it little boy. I banish, or most likely, kill bad people.
Y/N: wooooow! Wait, but how do u know who is bad or who is good?
Noona: *takes out a blue crystal ball by this.
Y/N: :D this all feels like a dream! Can u show me? Plssssss!
Noona: :) sure little boy! See. If I brush my hand against it slightly, it will show me the faces of the people whom I would have to kill but only the ones who are near me.
Y/N: so can u turn invisible and kill them?!
Noona: no silly boy. I can only bring them here through teleportation. And then kill them. But I had been really wanting to meet you. Mr.Y/N.
Y/N: wanting? Why is that so?
Noona: to apologize for my mistake of killing your family.
Y/N: maybe you've got the wrong person. My family is still alive. Besides, there are many people who are named Y/N so maybe it's just not me.
Noona: I accidentally killed your parents when I should have killed the person next to them in the car.
Y/N: person? Kill? Car? What are you talking about?
Noona: wanna hear a story? Or more like, a flashback? It's also about how I got my abilities.
Y/N: sure! :)