ITS COMPLICATED

The real you

I dropped drew off at her place before getting back to my place

I parked my car and walked to my door to see someone in a black hoodie

I started getting panicked because of the other day

"Can I help"

I said reaching into my bag for my keys to use as a weapon

They turned around and it happened to be Billie sitting  at my door step

"Hey baby"

She said

"What are you doing here"

I asked shocked

"Did you not get my text"

She asked furrowing my eyebrows

"Obviously not"

I said with attitude

"What's up why you mad"

She asked as I opened the door

"Why didn't you tell me"

I said walking into the kitchen

"Tell you what you know everything"

She said

"Well i don't know who this Billie Eilish chick is and surly didn't know she was my....well that we were dating"

I said stoping myself from saying girlfriend and passed her my phone

Her face dropped

"Why didn't you tell me"

I said upset crossing my arms

"Tayden"

She started

"Why didn't you tell me"

I said again

"I didn't wanna be used again"

She said

"Billie how the fuck could I use you I didn't even know about this and it sucks that I had to find out through the fucking internet"

I said

"This is too much"

I said placing my head in my hands against the counter

"what are you saying....So you wanna break up with me after 3 months"

She asked kinda getting frustrated

"No Billie that's not what I'm saying I'm saying that I wasn't expecting this and this is a lot to take in at one time right now"

I said looking at her for a second

"How is it a lot for you"

She asked

"Because everyone knows you and I'm very anti social I don't want eyes on me"

I said

"We'll them we go places we just have to check for pap and wear sunglasses and hoodies"

She told me

"I guess"

I sighed

She walked over and picked me up and I looked at her

"We'll figure this out ok....I'm sorry for not telling you"

She said

"It's ok....let's just not keep secrets from each other anymore"

I told her as she nodded

"Is there anything else I should know"

I asked her looking into her eyes

"I umm....I have a kid"

She said

"I'm sorry what"

I said jumping out of her arms

She started laughing

"I'm kidding baby I'm kidding"

She said kissing me

"Billie I swear to god"

I said punching her shoulder

"Oh I wanted to ask you something"

She said playing with her rings

"What"

I asked

"Umm will you be my uhh my girlfriend"

She asked looking at the ground

I grabbed her face and lifted it up as I kissed her

"Yes Billie I will officially be your girlfriend"

I said looking into her blue eyes

She smiled and looked down at my lips before my eyes

She leaned in and connected our lips

I slowly licked her bottom lip which she instantly parted as we started making out

I wrapped my arms around her neck as she wrapped hers around my waist

"Fuck you're hot"

She mumbled

"Wanna finish this upstairs"

I whispered

She nodded eagerly