When I heard that, I almost die. Well, if that news is out, probably they're going send me right through my last breath.
Ngayon hindi ko alam if paano pa ako lalabas, but hindi naman nila malalaman if walang magsasabi.
"Doc, can I abort?" Tanong ko sa Doctor habang wala pa sa tamang pagiisip.
"Why? Aren't you happ-"
"Who's going to be, Doc?! If this child can ruin my life, then why should I be happy with it?! Gosh!" I shouted out of frustration.
Sa inis ko nilayasan ko na lang ang Doctor. Ayoko na. I need to solve this.
I need Mauve.
While waiting for the Grab driver, I am calling Mauve. Kailangan ko 'tong sabihin. He needed to know.
But I lose hope when he didn't answer the call. I thought he's just busy.
When I got home, mabilis akong pumasok sa kwarto. Hindi ko muma sila pinansin.
But Kuya Klaus entered my room.
"Hey, Princess, sabay ka samin?" He asked me at umupo pa sa gilid ng kama ko.
Tiningnan ko sya sa mata but I can't, kaya umiwas agad ako ng tingin. "K-Kuya, if I made a big mistake that will all of you be disappointed, are you going to hate me?"
"Even if you're the baddest girl I've ever known, I will never hate you," He said at niyakap ako.
I hugged him back. I don't know, sana totoo lahat sinabi nya.
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One month passed at nagaantay pa den ako kay Mauve. He never contacted me since then, I don't why.
Did I ghosted? What?
Isang buwan ko na den 'tong tinatago sakanila. Because I know that if the news was out, I am going to be the hot topic of all of the social media platforms, and even gossips.
"Kailan ka ba aamin?" Achi asked me.
Nandito na pala sya.
"How? Sige nga, Achi. Kung ako mismo sa sarili ko ay hindi ko tanggap," Bulong ko sakanya.
"Psh, takot ka. Takot ka sa sasabihin ng iba ganon? Edi tell them that I am the father at may relasyon talaga tayo, para di ka naman lugi at may tatayong gwapong tatay dyan sa anak mo," Pagbibiro nya.
"Sana ganon kadali. I don't want this fucking child, Achi. Yung mismong tatay nga nya hindi na nagpapakita sa akin, so what's the use pa para ipaglaban ko sya?" Sabi ko at umirap.
To be honest, nasasaktan ako. Feeling ko, ginamit lang ako. Like kinuha lang nya yung gusto nya, then iiwan ako eventually.
Lahat naman ng lalaki ganon. And Mauve is not an exception.
"Samahan moko mamaya sa may Campus nila ha? I wanted to let him know this, kase kahit ako hindi ko na den alam gagawin ko, Achi." I said and smile.
No, don't let your tears activated, you simp.
"Like, everyday I am waking up, its getting heavier and heavier and I can't just pretend that everything is going fine, nakakapagod," Sabi ko at tuluyan nang napaluha.
Niyakap ako ni Achi.
"I am here," He said and smiled at me.
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UNIVERSITY SERIES # 3
Teen FictionWhat would happen if a girl who's life is almost perfect, become a disappointment to her family? What kind of life is next for her? Will her life continues to be miserable? Or will she be able to go through with it, with her Sky?
