01-09-2021

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I'll start by saying that fir the past month I had been having pregnancy symptoms. Sore breasts, cramping, dizziness, and a spotty period. I brushed them all off to the side, because I just couldnt be pregnant! I'm in highschool, I dont even have a job and my partner never finished. But today I woke up and fell off my bed, landing on a box. It hurt likens bitch but I brushed it off until I felt blood trickling down my leg... my period isnt for 10 more days. I think I am suffering a miscarriage but I dont know who to tell because everything could crash around me. I never wanted a baby, but the thought of there being life in my stomach and now it being dead feels awful. And I know I coupdnt take care of a child, but I still wouldnt have wanted it to die while still inside me! I dont know what to do... I cant send my s/o a text that I couldve had a child but I didnt because I miscarried, that's the worst way to do it. And everyone will look at me differently because of it... what if I cant have children in the future?

If anyone has some advice, please comment

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