mon amour | corpse husband (discontinued)

3. ultra fiesta

TW, eating disorder behavior

saturday, may 1st 4:00 pm
swan lake is now over and i'm sad i'm not on stage but i'm insanely sore and bruised. now we have all summer to take classes until july when we have nutcracker auditions, the worst part of being a ballet dancer.

i decided to stream because i haven't streamed in two weeks which is bad for me, i don't want to let my fans down but dancing and streaming is hard to do in the same schedule.
i'm just doing a q&a and might play among us if i get invited to a lobby

right before a started stream my brother called.. just what i needed

what do you need tatum?

mom noticed you aren't picking up her calls anymore is there a reason you aren't answering her?

i didnt want to hear what she was telling me about doing ballet i love dancing and you guys aren't gonna stop me

well she just wanted me to tell you that she saw your instagram post and said you look very... big and if you want to be a real dancer you need to be smaller

okay tatum tell her i'm trying, have a goodnight

goodbye dakota

god i hate him.

twitter
ddakotagale: streaming today and doing a q&a @ 4:30 !!

i tweeted out, and with that i started my stream

"hi chat! i hope you are all doing very well! doings q and a so ask questionsss!!"

donation $5
user619 why do you have a bad relationship with your fam?

"my family just doesn't support me doing ballet, my brother is a doctor and everyone in my family is very successful but i can't see myself doing anything but ballet" i say with a sad tone

donation $25
user135 why'd you chose to be faceless? will you ever reveal your face?

"i want people to like me for my personality not may face, plus i'm way too insecure but i'm sure i'll face reveal one day"

donation $3
user56 how do you feel about corpse husband? would you like to know him more?

"i haven't talked with him to much but he seems to be a very nice guy and we have something to relate too.. being faceless i think getting to know him
more would be cool" i stated

donation $30
user84
what's your favourite monster flavour?

"my favourite monster flavour is ultra fiesta or papillon"

donation $10
where are you from?

"i was born in north carolina but moved to new york when i was 15"

donation $5
why'd you move to new york?

"i got invited to dance at school of american ballet so i moved to new york and i did online school out there"

donation $15
who's your favourite music artist/band

"i have many but i love love love arctic monkeys!"

after some more questions i ended the stream around 8. i got out of my chair and went to go eat but my brothers words kept replaying in my head "if you want to be a real dancer you need to be smaller" so i grabbed a monster out of my fridge and put some music on while i edit a video.
after a while i checked the time to see it was 10:15 and i decided to shower and get to bed. i was in bed around 11 when i had fallen asleep.