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Heyy so if you couldn't tell by the title Illumi gets Y/n pregnant ;)) and she eventually gives birth to their daughter(sorry if you wanted a son I've just been thinking of this plot for a while) this will kinda feel like it's more about the daughter in the beginning but trust the process ____________________________________________
Y/n POV
It all started with one dumb mistake. One dumb mistake that cost me my freedom, forcing me to give my life up to bearing and raising a child.
It's been about 4-5 years since it happened. I was young and naive, too childish for my own good. Part of me regrets that day and the other doesn't know how to feel. Though she wasn't planned, I never neglected nor blamed my child for anything. Besides, they were my mistakes that brought her here.
"Mommy, mommy look what I made!!"
And there she was. My darling daughter ran into the kitchen, knees dirty from kneeling out in the grass all day, excited to show me what she had created.
"Look mommy I made you a crown!"
I paused my actions of chopping vegetables, as I was previously preparing dinner, to turn around and look at the innocent little girl holding a surprisingly well put together flower crown. I kneeled down and allowed her to place the crown on my head.
"I spent all day trying to make it perfect! Do you like it??" She questioned, looking at me with hopeful eyes.
I smiled softly, her wide eyes reminded me of her father. "I love it sweety."
She giggled before retreating to her bedroom to wait till dinner was finished, leaving me to my thoughts and to continue my previous task.
Though we haven't spoken since these 4 years passed and we left off on bad terms, I still love my Illumi dearly. Ever since that day we had lost all contact, meaning he didn't even know of his daughter's existence. No matter how hard I try to forget, I am always taken back to when it all started.
{flashback}
Illumi and I have been together since practically day one. Well, day one since we got out of Meteor City. When I was around 7 years old, my parents managed to start up an occupation and get us out of poverty. Being so young I didn't completely understand any of it, all I knew was that I would be sad to leave my friends behind. Due to the Zoldycks (more like just Zeno and Sylva) becoming closely acquainted with my parents, they agreed to care for me until I was legal after my parents had passed away on a mission. I was around 16 when my parents passed, which was 3 years ago. Illumi and I were the same age, meaning we are both now 19.
After a while, the eldest Zoldyck son and I had started seeing each other in secret. Kikyo never liked me. She saw me as weak and a distraction. If it were up to her, she would have put me out of the Zoldyck manor. Though she wasn't able to get rid of me, she never failed to make it obvious she never welcomed me.
Despite his mother not approving of me Illumi still found himself bonding with me. I guess you could say I was a distraction in a way.
Illumi was usually able to keep his cool, but today was different. He had no idea why but he had been extremely frustrated and overly sensitive (illumi man period 😳). I just so happened to be the one he took his frustration out on, thus becoming the start to all my problems.
After we did the dance with no pants, flings like this went on for a while. Kiyko just so happened to catch us cuddling on Illumi's bed one night.
"GASP! YOU DIRTY LITTLE MUTT WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH TO MY SON!?"
She dragged me out into the hallway by my arm and all hell broke loose. There was nothing but flailing arms and strings of profanities.
"I NEVER WELCOMED YOU HERE!! IF IT WASN'T FOR SILVA'S PROMISE TO YOUR FATHER YOU WOULD BE NOTHING BUT A STREET RAT! NOW YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO TRY AND TAINT MY SON?!"
"KIYKO CAN'T YOU SEE YOUR SON WAS NEVER TRULY HAPPY WITH THIS FAMILY?! THE ONLY TIME I'VE EVER SEEN HIM FEEL ANYTHING AT ALL WAS WHEN I CAME AROUND. YOU'RE THE ONLY PERSON TAINTING HIM!"
And that was where I fucked up. Illumi stepped in and glared at me before saying; "Y/n, don't ever speak to my mother that way."
Everyone knew Illumi loved his mother dearly, including me. Though being the stupid and childish girl I was, I ended up just leaving on impulse.
A few months passed and I managed to purchase a small cottage with the little money I had left from when my parents passed. During these months I had experienced severe mood swings and nausea. That was when I decided I would take a pregnancy test.
I was pacing back and forth in front of the bathroom counter, too nervous look at the test. I stopped pacing, took a deep breath, then turned over the piece of plastic that would change my life forever.
