mister runaway | sope ✔️

i'm sorry

june 3, 2021

SUGAYOONIE
i know it's been a long time and that you left me years ago
but i got a notif from you and i just can't leave it alone

SUGAYOONIE
you're fucking haunting me rn

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you abandoned this account years ago, but you're back now

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or maybe it's just my imagination

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but why would my imagination do this to me?

SUGAYOONIE
it doesn't make sense

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it's like fate plays cruel tricks on me

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not wanting me to move on from you fully

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and i hate it because i can't will myself to
because it's you, hoba, it's always you

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i don't know why

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everything leads me back to you and it fucking hurts

SUGAYOONIE
it hurts so much

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why won't this pain end?

SUGAYOONIE
you're gone and i'm still here

SUGAYOONIE
you've probably moved on already

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i'm sure you didn't like me enough anyways

SUGAYOONIE
i mean you left me at the altar

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and my inaction to it, only hurts me more

SUGAYOONIE
because i thought there had been something wrong.
i could see it in your eyes, the way you began to distance yourself the days leading up.
and i thought nothing of it because well,
i was marrying the love of my life.
that ineffable happiness that i only felt with you,
it shadowed me,
lulled me into security
while you were on the verge of breaking me.

SUGAYOONIE
why didn't you say anything to me?

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i don't think i'll understand without you telling me how to.

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and you won't even speak to me

june 4, 2021

SUGAYOONIE
jimin told me it was a hallucination
that i saw you being active

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i told him that i believed him because i didn't want to make him worry

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jin's boyfriend and jimin's ongoing crush came to seoul just to comfort me

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only person that didn't show up was jay and i can't say that didn't hurt me

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honestly hoba, he reminds me so much of you

SUGAYOONIE
no matter if he's a fan acc of mine

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he'd help me out late at night, no questions asked

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or maybe it's that i finally found someone that i could start something with

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have yet to figure it out

june 5, 2021

SUGAYOONIE
i have the worst luck in the world

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jay's suddenly disappeared

SUGAYOONIE
the one person that i felt comfort in, he's gone too

SUGAYOONIE
why does this always happen to me

SUGAYOONIE
why can't you just come back

SUGAYOONIE
i hate it here so much

SUGAYOONIE
i've survived without you

SUGAYOONIE
i'm living without you ever moment of the day

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yet, it feels like i'm not

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like i'm just living life

SUGAYOONIE
i'm starting to believe jimin, when he told me that you didn't do anything

SUGAYOONIE
you haven't responded once

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i should stop trying

SUGAYOONIE
you're obviously better off without me anyhow

june 10, 2021

SUGAYOONIE
fuck i need to stop doing this

SUGAYOONIE
why am i already addicted to texting you

SUGAYOONIE
you're not even here

SUGAYOONIE
can't believe that hope is still there

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i hate this so much

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i'm so helpless

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weak

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i should leave you alone

SUGAYOONIE
i'm sorry

SUGAYOONIE
that i wasn't enough for you

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i could have been better to you

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maybe you've found someone else now

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i hope you didn't, but if you did then that's great :)

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i'll always wish you the best

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because even after all these years

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i still love you

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and i know i always will

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i just want you back

SUGAYOONIE
i miss you so much

june 15, 2021

HOPESEOK
i'm sorry

a/n: made it through the flight safely (it was so full 😃😟) took a covid test, came negative ( need to take 2 more before i'm fully cleared hehe). i'm actually back at my university now, chilling in my dorm, hence why i was traveling yesterday.

wanted to update but my brain too tired to write coherent words for project heartbreak so i was like lemme do another update here. i'll updated ph later today and finish her completely 😼

uni starts again in 10 days and im just not ready for da semester to start yet 😔😔🙎🏻

my schedule looks pretty nice so hopefully i'll have time to write more (but once uni starts i'll have less time to 😟😟😟)

y'all are the sweetest ever, lemme give all y'all smooches MWUAH

also yes, this story takes place in da future. it was gonna be released in the future but i released it earlier so here we are now, using the future 😼👍🏻