Pain

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'Come on George please just 2 more things'

*i stroke his hair slowly and he lifts his head again*

'T-the.. t..toothbrush.. and.. and...m-my phone'

*i smile as i hug him tighter*

'Good job George you are doing so good... could you please tell me now 4 things that you can touch?'

*i feel him nodding and i smile again. He is doing so good*

'the.. the carpet...'

*he touches the carpet with his trembling hand and look at things near him*

'T..the bathroom tiles'

*he touches now the cold bathroom with his fingertips and i praise him for the small things he does*

'You are doing so good George right now.. i am so proud of you.. just tell me 2 more things'

*his breathing becomes a little bit better but he is still in the state of panic*

'T-the bathtub...'

*touches slightly the bathtub as well and i just feel so proud of him*

'One more please George.. you can do it'

*he touches my face slowly and i smile.*

'A-and you'

*gosh if we weren't in that moment i would have kissed him right now but again it's not the moment*

'Good job Honey..'

*he closes his eyes as he tries to take deep breath and regulates the oxygen that goes in and out but he groans in pain*

'Dream.. it hurts so much.. i can't breath..'

*and here we go again. No no no please god let George rest for a second*

'That's fine George i am right here with you.. don't be scared okay? Tell me 3 things you can hear. Do you think you can do that? Or do you need a break?'

*even if he is breathing a bit more normal than before his breathing isn't any better right now*

'I c-can say.. i can.. can hear my voice... y-your voice..'

'You're doing so good keep on going you're doing amazing'

'And.. and y-you're heartbeat..'

*i smile again as i hug him more and i feel him relaxing more in my arms*

'Just keep on breathing for me okay?'

*he nods and i just say how he is a good boy*

'Tell me 2 things you can smell'

'T-the shampoo.. and.. and your perfume'

'Okay good job.. you're doing so good right now. Now tell me one thing you could taste?'

*i mean he can't taste anything right now since we are in the bathroom but maybe he will think of something?*

'T-the food Sappie made earlier.. it.. it was so good..'

*he smiles but his smiles disappears as guilt is plastered all over his face*

'But i t-threw it up Dream.. i c-couldn't do it.. i am so sorry.. please don't be mad'

*he looks at me with panic in his eyes and i literally can sense his breathing increasing again*

'Hey hey look at me. Focus on my voice okay? Just my voice'

*his teary and tired eyes makes me want to cry. He is in so much pain and i can't even do a lot to help him*

'It's just me okay? I am not going to be disappointed or mad George.. i will never be mad.. i will never hurt you no matter what okay? It's me.. your Dream right? Remember how you get so shy when you call me those things by mistake? And i am teasing you? Gosh i just love seeing your red face like a tomato you are so adorable'

*he giggles and looks more in my eyes as he starts to regulate his breathing and be more focused on me then whatever was happening in his head*

'Or when we play manhunt and you're screaming like a little girl. That's music to my ears and i would kill to hear you scream like that everyday'

*the 'screaming' can have more meanings behind it:)*

'Or when you're literally haunting me down in manhunt but you still end up getting scared by me'

*we both laugh at those memories and i am so happy to see a smile on his face. A genuine smile. When i decide his breathing is normal and he isn't scared anymore i let go of the hug but i feel him clinging more on me*

'I'm not going anywhere okay? Just want to treat your scratches'

*he looks down at his thighs and see that the scratches were bleeding and made a mess on his thighs. I take some tissues and put some rubbing alcohol on it so the wounds won't get infected either*

'Is it fine with you if i touch your thighs? Or do you want to do it?'

'I am fine with you.. touching.. i trust you'

*i smile when he says he trusts me. That's everything i want. Him to trust me. I touch at his thighs gently while wiping the blood carefully and blowing when he hisses in pain*

'I know it hurts Georgie but i can't do anything about it i am sorry.. but after that we can cuddle in the bed okay? Just be a big boy now and later we can relax'

*he nods as he tries not to hiss more in pain. He is doing so good i am so proud of him*

𝓱𝓲 𝓭𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓼𝓪𝓹𝓷𝓪𝓹 <<george not found x dream x sapnap>>Where stories live. Discover now