𝓱𝓲 𝓭𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓼𝓪𝓹𝓷𝓪𝓹 <<george not found x dream x sapnap>>

I miss you Son

*hurt him? Even if it was a nightmare he knows no one will be there to hurt him when he wakes up but now it is different*

'Who is going to hurt you George? What is going on? Did someone say anything? Tell us what is wrong...'

*he just sits up and hugs the pillow as he looks away and tears leave his eyes again*

'My mum.. texted me... and said that my dad is getting out of jail tomorrow... he is going to find me again... and hurt me... he will.. hurt me really bad. I know he will...'

*oh.. his dad.. is getting out of jail tomorrow. Wow okay... that is the reason...wow*

'Okay...okay listen George... i know that you are scared and that's normal.. but we are here okay? We will protect you and he is not even getting near you... we promise'

*but of course he still feels unsure. Of course he does i mean his dad abused him for years and literally hurt him so bad of course he is going to pass out from a panic attack. Of course he is going to be scared like shit. Oh my god he literally can't rest one day without something bad happening... but it's good that we are there to protect him from his dad. If he gets one step close to George he could consider himself dead*

'George, me and Sapnap will be there okay? He will not hurt you in any way.. don't be scared okay? Everything is going to be fine trust me Georgie'

*i hold his hand and he flinches but then calms down when he sees it's just me.*

-time lapse-

*the whole night George couldn't sleep and he didn't even eat anything. The news of his dad getting out of jail today stressed him so much it even made him throw up out of fear. But he has us and i know we will be there in case if something happens. Can't he get a restricting order for his father? In case if he tries something he would go back to jail. I will ask him that later after we come back from the shop*

'Are you sure you don't want to come with us George? Maybe a bit of air would be good to clear your mind?'

*he just shakes his head without saying anything and looks at the wall*

'Do you want us to buy anything for you?'

*he just shakes his head again and i sigh as i get out of the house*

George Pov

'We will be back soon okay? don't worry'

*i hear sapnap following Dream out of the house and i continue to look at the wall trying not to think of the whole situation. Dream sighed when he left. I know i am acting too childish right now. I know i shouldn't do a big deal out of it but i am scared to my bones right now. I am worrying them too much. They literally have to take care of me like i am a child. I am just so pathetic and disgusting.*

*i suddenly hear my phone ringing and don't look at the number or who is calling but when i hear-

'I missed you son'

*my heart just stops right there*

'N-no no ... please.. l-leave me alone.. i beg you..'

*i hear him laughing and it just makes me want to throw up again*

'I see you aren't at your house... where are you? I really miss you'

*i throw the phone at the wall as i just start to breath hard again. No no he is going to come for me.. i need to tell Dream and Sapnap. NO OH SHIT. I threw my phone at the wall fuck*

'Okay george.. C-calm down.. he.. no.. you are going to be fine...'

*no George you aren't he is going to hurt you. He will find out where you are. He is going to just hurt you so bad George.. Just disappear.*

'No no.. p-please stop.. please'

*i try to walk but my vision is getting so blurry from crying and trying to breath properly*

just hurt yourself before he does George.. come on

*no no shut up please.. please no*

*i hate my thoughts. i hate them so much i'm going crazy. i try to find a paper and a pen and write on it 'I am so sorry.. i love you both so much. I will miss you'*

*my handwriting is so shaky but literally it's not the time to make it perfect*

'I am so sorry'

*i say as i go to the bathroom and close the door as i just search for my blades and pills. I can't do this anymore and it's the moment for me to go. I will never be okay. He will always hurt me in some ways. I am just a burden for Dream and George. I just deserve to die and disappear*