Rehab

Cravings

Y/n POV
I had school again but I had so much cravings for my drugs and my vape
( if you have never smoked before you always get cravings and sometimes it's hard to let go so please don't vape cuz it's hard to let go and yes I am 1 month sober)
I just wanted it so bad and Ms. Patrina always said "if you ever get cravings go to your parents" but I can't cuz they don't know what it's like but anyways I wanted to get my mind off of it so I went to take a shower then put on

When someone came into my room
You: WHAT THE FUCK
Vic: hahahahahaha you got scared
Tay: did you see her face
You: fuck you guys
Tay: did you get it
You: wait what
Vic: yup and gonna post it on Instagram
You: don't you dare
Vic: oops just posted
Tay: hurry up bitch you almost done
You: yes I'm done damn
They just laughed and walked out but I just rolled my eyes then I grabbed my backpack and headed downstairs to see everyone
All: morning
Mom: morning love
Dad: morning hija
You: morning
Ro: hurry up we need to leave
Rob: you wanna leave to take pictures
Alv: bitch- who wouldn't
I walked to the kitchen and my parents followed but I didn't know Kairi was listening
You: what's up
Mom: you haven't told them
You: told them what
Dad: that you went to rehab
You: I'm trying to forget that ever happened ok
Mom: you need to tell them cuz if you get cravings they can help you y/n
You: mom and dad stop it, what if they stop being friends with me
Dad: why would they do that
You: idk maybe cuz only freaks go to rehab!
Mom: your not a freak you needed help and that's ok
Dad: and look at you all better
You: you guys just don't get it I'm not "better"
I pushed through them and saw Kairi....fuck
You: Kai....
He pulled me into a tight hug and I just felt better like nothing was there
Kai: listen it doesn't matter if you went to rehab
You: thanks Kai
Kai: can we talk more about this at lunch
You: yeah we can
He smiled at me and I just smiled back then we left to my worst fucking nightmare school

Time skip
Y/n POV
It was now lunch so I walked over to the lunch room with Alvaro and Roshuan
Ro: sup bitches
Alv: my whores
All: hey hoes
You: I need to talk to you guys
All: ok....
We sat down and I just got really nervous but then I felt someone hold my hand so I looked up and saw Kairi holding my hand and smiling
Kai: you got this
I just nodded and took a deep breath
You: I um I went to rehab.....
Tia: what?
Ale: what did you say
Alv: rehab?
Ro: wait what
Rob: y/n you what
Vic: huh
Tay: your lying
You: I'm not lying I went to rehab for doing drugs and smoking
Ale: when?!
You: one day it got really bad and I started to smoke and then I got my cocaine then started but my mom and dad came in room to see me on floor with foam coming out my mouth then days later they sent me to rehab for help.....
Tia: y/n....
Ale: omg I'm so sorry
Alv: is there anything we can do
Ro: are you ok
Rob: how long are you sober
Vic: it's ok y/n you needed help so you went
Tay: we will stay by your side every step of the way
You: thanks and I've been sober for a year
Kai: I'm so proud of you
I just smiled cuz they didn't leave me like my other friends did then school ended but the rest couldn't come so it was only me and Kairi so we walked to my house and when I walked in my parents were holding my vape
You: mom? dad?
Mom: what is this
Dad: why did you have it in your room
You: can we not talk about this rn please
Dad: no we are talking about this rn
Mom: did you smoke after a year of being sober
You: no I didn't I promise
Dad: then why was it in your room
You: cuz it's my vape
Mom: THIS IS THE REASON WHY YOU WENT TO REHAB
You: stop yelling at me
Dad: well we wouldn't be talking about this if you didn't smoke it
You: I didn't fucking smoke
Dad: then why is it in your room as I ask again
You: CUZ I HAVE FUCKING CRAVINGS OK
Mom: that's why you come to us
You: cuz you guys don't no what it's like ok
Dad: that's why you talk to us y/n come on
You: you guys have never went to rehab and you'll never know what it's like EVER
I grabbed Kairi's hand and pushed past my parents then went to my room
Kai: y/n I'm so sorry
You: um it's fine I just want my vape so bad
Kai: listen to me you need to stay away from it ok Ik I might not know but just please
You: I promise I will
Kai: here how about I order Chick-fil-A
You: please
Kairi order Chick-fil-A and he went downstairs to get the food then came back upstairs and we ate
Kai: what do you wanna do
You: let's watch a movie
Kai: bet
Kairi put a movie on and since I wanted to cuddle Kairi wrapped his arms around me and soon enough I fell asleep in his arms

Kairi's POV
The movie ended and I heard snores so I looked down to see y/n sleeping and I felt myself smiling
was I catching feelings? Shit but anyways her mom walked in....fuck
Kai: oh I was just about to leave
Mom: no stay she hasn't slept like that in a long time
Kai: um maybe you can go easy on her
Mom: excuse me
Kai: I'm sorry it's just that she was crying about what happened earlier so I just wanted to tell you if you can go easy on her
Mom: oh...
Kai: yeah....
Y/n's mom looked down when I told her then she left and after a while I fell asleep with y/n

A: hey so at the beginning I said I was a month sober and I am, so just in case your thinking about smoking or anything just know it isn't a joke and you crave it everyday and sometimes I would cry all day if I didn't have my vape and it is still hard for me but if your thinking about smoking please rethink your decision and if you don't listen to me just know you'll regret it.........