Cuts and Hopes

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⚠️ WARNING MENTIONS DEATH AND CUTTING SO IF YOO GET TRIGGERED BY THESE TOPICS I RECOMMEND YOU TO NOT READ THIS ⚠️

Death is the only thing on my mind

I always try to fight it off saying I'm happy

My head just won't believe those lies anymore

So close I came to leave this world not too long ago

As days pass bye I start to regret not going

There would be no pain nor sadness

Why can't I just go

Why must I stay

There is no reason for me to stay

If I go they of course will be disappointed

I'm saddened for at such a young age I have already let the world break me

I promised old age would be the way to go

Now I'm not too sure

The blade day by day seems more tempting

Cuts adorn my skin

How did I get here

When did I get to this point

Why am I like this

Questions I fear I'll never answer

For the blade has already marked me

Marks that I have created

I hope to see my next birthday

I hope to never again be marked by the blade

Sadly not all hopes and dreams come true

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Well I wrote that on the 19th. I'm fine. Kinda. Okay so I really don't know what to write here. Um I have not done anything to myself. Um for some of you it may make you uncomfortable as to how I open up here but like I am almost 76% sure that nobody from any of my classes uses this app so I don't really care. I am just an anonymous person on this app who is dark and has problems. Yeah. Chao.

January 21, 2021

-D.G

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